Saving The Light

Wow, that is 2.922 days (in a row) damn has my life changed and it has been amazing both good and hard but I learned so much about me and...

"Our attitudes control our lives. Attitudes are a secret power working twenty-four hours a day, for good or bad. It is of paramount impor...

We yesterday the 10th of February 2021 was a turning point in my life as I saw a therapist that really opened my eyes to my incredible li...

Not for not trying but my body didn't magically heal (therapy starts Wednesday) but the day after my birthday February 5th at 830am i was...

Well when I went to bed early as I was kind of depressed, well I was quickly taught that depression is NOT FUN none at all ---- in fact i...

And right now it's really got a hold of me -- but it is a state and states can be changed in numerous manners if you / we change our phys...

Tomorrow February 4 2021 marks my 6th decade here, yes 60 years on Earth after what I did to my body is testament of a marvelous design o...

You fill in the blank if money, health, commitments, time and age all were not limiting issues do this on-line or off line and let us know...

I check my stats for this blog every so often generally month end so today was that day and this week it says that this blog has been vis...

The pain I have been experiencing daily (hoping it magically) would go away caused me to want to drink and get high really bad today but ...

And I can't do it -- the pain is way out of control so I am up to 8 tablets or 16mg today I still feel like I got my ass kicked and with ...

As we head into the end of the month I am holding up somewhat as I am now down 6 tablets or 12mg from the 10 tablets and 20mg I started o...

Who knew that coming off of Buprenorphine / Naloxone (Suboxone) could be a rough as hell ride as its been as it has now been 12 days sinc...

Today, was the doctor day 3rd time since the "new doctor" came on stream and I was informed I "do not have to die" at this stage as I hav...

"You will never FIND time for anything. If you want time, you must MAKE it." ~ Charles Bixton

Lost a mind this week as I lost a password of great importance I have brought the "Suboxene" is down by 40% in just 5 days and I am feeli...

Suboxone 20mg a day is my opponent and it took from August 8, 2019 when I began innocently taking 2mg -- A day It was a long winding road...

And this is the brand new beginning of "The Actor known as The Mad Hatter and his Experiences from the time I polished off my last 4 lite...

on-line seller? Lets organize and revamp a old legacy again called ''Scanner Monkeys" as for me this is new and I like the concept // id...

`He (it is a male in this case) has been shooting me in my head for a very LONG time and he is always inventing NEW RULES to keep me on...