A 14 Day Vacation Home Since Friday Noon And Now

Ready for the work week, as I am for the first time in a very long time (relaxed) just had a great sandwich from the Café my teeth (dentures) are in the overnight bowl, as they came out 3x so far (and I still have a good size piece of my supper left) however now we / I begin to assemble my "NEW" Teams (The, one to raise the money for the implants is in the process on paper, what you actually didn't think I just laid around and grew older in the hospital while there, did you?)


I am actually old enough, okay I do NOT act it-- that is okay I hope


I owe so many people so very much for their various roles in my intervention on October 4, 2019 from the my doctor office that likely saved my very life, but first I need to apologize to all my Care Teams, on every level, as I lost it so many times, as pain, (level 5-9) and the worlds worst mental illness [Schizophrenia], put my ability to make sound "HUMAN" decisions and I stepped on toes (I am so very sorry as I can NOT unwrite the past behavior only learn and grow from it, I spent a lot of my down time in thought about it (want to hear something?) "The Mad Hatter lost it many times in the past year dealing with the wound I have had laid on my lap" I AM ASHAMED of ME -- I beg your forgiveness -- AND I if possible will see if I can get into a anger management program, I will ask my TEAM who also I beg forgiveness (MY BEHAVIOR WAS OUT OF LINE)


I took a program a while back and the first lesson was to "take personal responsibity for my behavior" now I have the "worlds worst" mental health challenge / illness and a hole / bwedsore, / wound that has seen my poor ass cut to resemble a butterball turkey at Christmas


but -- I have to own my own behavior as the BUCK STOPS HERE as even with PAIN at 7-9 this is / was ME and MY behavior (and I am now stepping up and going to take 100% responsibility for Lucien's LIFE)


Bear with me as I transition from Beast to Human-- as it might get ugly as I stuff the Beast into his cage

I don't OWN a lot of the physical niceties of life, but behavior is a different story


I was "allowed" to meet so many strong, resilient - Warriors, in the brief time I was in the hospital using YOUR money for MY education (and so I continue to serve mankind) in the manner I can


Told my Team(s) and a few other Health Care Professionals that the system must grab this opportunity and use me to teach the young on the (VICES) that destroy so many lives, They all thought it was a brilliant Idea--

lets just do this, use me the Mad Hatter and The Experience ybe even one day my Amusement could be funded as I am allowed to earn $1072 / month extra (shoe money as I called it) -- Girls / Ladies like Shoes and I like them, it seems (yet I fear them) Girls / Ladies-- go figure -- It is like 179 people a month at $6

Told my Team(s) and a few other Health Care Professionals that the system must grab this opportunity and use me to teach the young on the (VICES) that destroy so many lives, They all thought it was a brilliant Idea-- w,


The Mad Hatter Experience Admin Team(s) are being assembled

lets just do this, use me the Mad Hatter and The Experence


And tonght I am HAPPY (first for everything, I guess hey?)

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