Long Term Sobriety [L.T.S.] -- is a trip as with 77 months (yesterday) February 15, 2013 to June 15, 2019 has altered my perceptions of "well" everything, from the sky, the sun, the birds, and HUMANS, especially the Humans, as when we stop long enough to realize our reality was misdirected for a very long time (in my case multiple decades)
Then just 28 short days ago, I started to hear the rumbling of another chance at life as it would be a Nurse (C) that first brought it up on June 18, 2019 and then Doctor (B) on the 23, of June, and then this was to be followed by yet another "HEALTH CARE PROFESSIONAL" on July 12, 2019 -Nurse (A)
The Question is this -- "What are you going to do when you get your life BACK?"
Only me, and I am in debt but its not money it is service to my world that looked after me when I was a A1 asshole with a bottle and a joint en he was just 45 and I sort of stayed there until February 15, 2013 when I had a serious rude awakening by Two City of Edmonton Police Service Officers, who would inadvertently save my life-- but the pain and suffering I would be "NEEDING" to undergo would be really intense.
I have never had a life before so now I need to at 58+ years old plan my teenage years and I have to do this both "clean and sober"
And I pretty much need to relearn everything, most 16 year old kids already know -- and I am a Mad Hatter and I live in a fairy tale, lol
Only me, and I am in debt but its not money it is serviceto my world that looked after me when I was a A1 asshole with a bottle and a joint
As they say "payback is going to be a bitch" yup it sure as hell has been for the last 9 months of the Hole That Swallowed a City