2,186 days ago so (the story went) I was kidnapped, I was just writing (by hand) and I realized it wasn't meant to be that bad (tell me about it however)
But we can't change the past, and the past does not equal the future, so how do I go beyond and behind all that occurred and figure out the way to make / allow the last 2,186 days reflect in a better light?
Your guess would be as good as mine however I am the only Human Being on this planet that actually had to live though the last 2,186 days in my body / mind / soul
Did I suffer enough for YOU -- did I shed enough tears, did YOU get enough laughs at the damn stupid Hat that only a truly insane Man of Suffering would wear to make YOU smile , hey how can YOU even begin to re-pay me for the incredible journey YOU "engaged" me onto
How about YOU give me back a benefit I had before YOU Kidnapped me, a benefit I had for 22 years before YOU Kidnapped me? its something a benefit I had for 22 years (yah your reading it twice as there are two of them)
1) a I.L.S. worker, / Social Worker that actually helped me: Really someone to make a man with this damn planetariums worse mental health challenge a wee bit (wee bit) easier, a smart a understanding of the system and the mental health challenges one with damn "can we still say it?" or has Mental Health Challenges now also become "TABOO WORDS"
OKAY I run this blog -- It is are you ready (lock your white picket fences) as the Schizophrenics are in town (actually) were always in town actually we never left but YOU white rich people LOCKED BEHIND YOUR WITH PICKET FENCES--- would like it to seem that we did as we are
Worldwide about 1 percent of the population is diagnosed with schizophrenia, and approximately 1.2% of Americans (3.2 million) have the disorder. About 1.5 million people will be diagnosed with schizophrenia this year around the world.
And I am not going anywhere: EVER
1% of just my City is 10,000 of us --- where did YOU hide us?
in the basements of the middle class families eating Ra-men Noodles and playing Pong on a Mono Chrome Monitor, while the family collects the Aish check and hopes the Church family doesn't find out (shame a mental case in the church)