The questioning of my future as people are planning the return of Lucien aka The Mad Hatter, less the recreational drugs and booze
On June 18, 2019, my lead nurse on my wound team asked me "what are you going to do when you get your life back?"
Then again on June 23, 2019 my psychologist asked pretty much the same question "what are you going to do when you get your life back?"
And it was going to occur one more time, as my Mental Health Nurse would also ask on July 12, 2019 "what are you going to do with your life when you get it back?"
Well it has been a few days since the Questions were asked and the only thing I know is this--- I don't want what I had back as i was a drunk and a pot head, and I would rather just not travel that path again (even if I am at a cross road and seeking a state change mechanism) I maybe insane (Jury is still out on this one) but returning to drugs and alcohol after the "extreme purification" I needed to go through to end up where I am doesn't seem prudent at this time
So that being said I don't want my "life back" if I need to be high and a drunk please and thank you
So maybe it is time to bring out one of my new tools of change --The L.S.D. Project -- to begin the transformation from caterpillar to butterfly (or dragonfly)
I will post more on the experiments over the next few weeks and months as so you can decide if --The L.S.D. Project --- as determined in and by "The Church of The Holy Cupcake" and the "rules" within the texts
Just what Society needs huh?
More damn "rules" lol