April 15, 2022:~ Mental Health Delivery Services In Alberta For Mental Patients and Bullies

That work within the system, and they ( Crisis Lines ) and we only have but two in Alberta one in Edmonton Access 24 / 7 --780-424-2424 in my town Run in Part by The Royal Alex Hospital Foundation along with AHS ( Alberta Health Services ) and the second one being run by AHS also in Calgary 1-877-303-2642... these are mini fiefdoms as I have care plans that have been installed willy nilly with no rhyme nor reason and I have by both lines been directed to 911 ( as they have no idea as to the VALUE that the 911 Services bring to ALL

ABERTANS ) as they ( supervisors ) Andrea in Calgary and Carolyn & Megan in Edmonton have it seems instructed the TEAMS to direct me to 911 -- it is silly and very not cost effective as the 911 is not for people to call with mental health concerns other than Suicide and Overdoses it is not Mental Health Services -- I have been advised by The Police Service in my town of Edmonton-- that I should use my coping strategies, and I am attempting to deal with the Damn War in the Ukraine where my Grandpa and Grandma were from and I dealing with a Psychotic Mental Patient ( ya worse than me ) who killed his own dad in 2013 with a damn HAMMER, he has been locked up and he has my phone and email, and for some weird and scary as hell thing there is a phone in likely every ward that has a phone that the number doesn't show up ( great we have actual killers and others that can call anyone with a phone that looks like it is a doctor or someone that has a phone like this -- no shit so I have to call 911 to help me cope with this shit -- and I am crazy ? right ? -- Mike I left a message on the machine in the Office of Mental Health & Addictions --but people with a mental illness don't matter ( unless were breaking the RULES / LAWS ) weird stuff

on April 13 & 14, 2022 I have walked in pain up and down my main street in my neighborhood, to the green grocer and dressed as my usual crazy / odd self The Mad Hatter Experience and listen to the roar of traffic and sometimes when I get Blessed I can have actual music and I wave to the TRAFFIC and I have been doing this silliness stuff since September 12, 2017 when I ordered the first of my Trademark hats The Green Mad Hatter Hat

And the seriously cool thing is that the people in the cars seem to really ENJOY my antics and silliness as keep in mind that the Mad Hatter went crazy due to the MERCURY in the bands on the hats that were being made

but what the heck do I know as there is a big population of Ukrainians ( just like my grandma & my mom were and I am ) and they also need a bit of something to just smile and by the results of the waves, smiles and the honking of the people's automobiles the people that are exposed to my UNHARMFUL Game of Silliness like this

And I may not have been exposed to the MERCURY however I was placed on Mental Medicines ( M&M's ) lots ( as they had the diagnoses wrong from 1987 to 2021, and there is no actual tests and some of this stuff is not even close to being a science ) go figure and I was also place on HIGH doses of OPIATES ( thank you Purdue Pharmaceuticals and the Sadler Families who had their drugs reps basically TELL Doctors in The USA ( they shipped to Canada also ) to prescribed very HIGH Doses of the Very Opiate DRUGS that killed 1700 Albertans in 2021, and 160 in January 2022 alone -- This went on with me and my brain and body from March 15, 1985 to November 9, 2010 = 25 long years with massive overdoses. 911 calls, Ambulance Trips & Stomach pumps, Charcoal and even a Coma and I wound up having to relearn how to walk again after then I somehow with the help of God and the FAITH my Mom & Dad raised me to have I somehow got free BY MYSELF as the Doctors ( and in my case the Psychiatrist & Family Doctors were both writing prescriptions ) this began even before the Government came out with Triplicate Prescription Pads - and they didn't do much to stop the carnage -- no one cares about USERS and / or ADDICTS and now it finally has been talked about and attempted to created a program, and you know the SYSTEM MADE / CREATED / DESIGNED / PROGRAMMED Me as I have no idea how I read and process as much books, and other data I seem to still have some capacity to absorb -- my brain should be PERMA FRIED -- and now THAT SAME SYSTEM wants to BULLY me with care plans that are well the Access 24 / 7 was set up by a therapist that I saw once and this is how the first session went I was called Delusional and Stupid as he claimed I could never set up a Crypto Wallet ( and this is really simple people as well as a NFT Wallet ) but I am stupid after I started to become more and more abused by this person he was not just taken off my file but he was removed from the clinic and check this out he was removed from my Town of Edmonton altogether -- I could only be called stupid so many times, and as for the other end the person who designed my so called " CARE PLAN " also was removed from her job at access -- some of these people are narcissists as I have been treated like garbage and this is only because -- well

BECAUSE I EXIST -- this very system that is supposed to help people ya actual human being ( and EVEN ME I have been really told in my life that I am a HUMAN BEING I do wonder at times I REALLY DO ) as I have been abused, tortured I had a whole mouth of

MY TEETH YANKED OUT OF MY MOUTH in a Single Session

WITH -- NO FREEZING -- and

even with all the Pharmacy Pills that a supposed Psychiatrist was feeding me to the point I was no longer

ABLE TO PISS IN THE DAMN TOILET BOWL it was HORRIBLE -- I needed to be RETRAINED by yet another Psychiatrist on how to piss when I was sent back to the STATE RUN ASYLUM -- and she was / is a great DOCTOR as she would every session pretty much bring me in a Tea --she had a kettle and she would bring in a tea bag ( herbal ) daily pretty much and she also would give me a piece of great chocolate ( specialty stuff ) she was / is kind to her patients as it is supposed to be, my current Psychiatrist is this way to -- I never was treated with KINDNESS or COMPASSION -- or as EVEN A HUMAN BEING all the time until

THEY WENT TO FAR AND STOLE MY ONLY SET OF REAL TEETH and yes when I was TORTURED AND BUTCHERED that day at the Supposed Dentist that was a FUKEN SADIST -- like all my teeth in about a hour

AND WITH ZERO FREEZING --- IT FUKEN hurt and I still to this day feel less that a HUMAN BEING when I see HUMANS WITH TEETH -- like shit I finally saved enough money to get a BLENDER it will be here soon and I will be able to EAT FRUIT ( besides BANANAS ) again and I can NOT WAIT

I can't EVEN BELIEVE THAT IT IS COMING SOON --- Just like Christmas

Well Thank YOU TAX PAYERS of ALBERTA

A BLENDER CHANGES THE WORLD for The Mad Hatter Experience of Edmonton, Alberta, Canada

A damn APPLE -- and I NOW in the last few days has been in the Green Grocers checking out real food -- no more APPLE SAUCE

Thank YOU ALL AGAIN

Without support services that are not little FIEFDOMS / KINGDOMS that are operating without little or any at all oversight this shit has occurred

Now can WE REDESIGN a CARE PLAN that actually WORKS for the SYSTEM and a HUMAN BEING WHO WENT THROUGH ONE CRACK AFTER ANOTHER

Thank YOU ALL on Planet EARTH -- Stop hurting each other we are not animals

God Bless

Lucien The Light II

April 2022

Because I met these two people I have a half feeling I might be a actual HUMAN BEING

These are MY MOM & MY DAD

Who Actually Created me that MUCH I DO KNOW

And once again I THANK every HUMAN BEING ON EARTH

Thank YOU ALL

EVERYONE Have a GREAT EASTER ( Remember the Actual Meaning ) and NO it is NOT CHOCOLATE EGGS

Why not set up a NFT Wallet This Holiday after the FEAST and buy a few ( it is not as hard as the media says it is )

wax.io

It is so easy as even I did this and I have been told by a Psychologist that I am stupid mind you he is not here now

A couple clicks ( promise ya)

Search for gnome egg -- or a Hotwheels NFT I am not kidding YOU

Buy a few $ 0.90 USD I kid you not and teach you children the BLOCKCHAIN Tech -- it will be here well till we are no more

And SMILE -- Let heck YOU HAVE TEETH ( I do not lol )

I am getting a blender you can have teeth lol

LOVE YOU ALL

Lucien The Light II

And I get a REAL APPLE very, very SOON WOW -- FRUIT ( for me, Pineapple, Celery. and All The REST ) I am finally at HOME in The Best City In The World

And a bit latter today I am going to head out to MY OFFICE ( The Streets Of Edmonton, Alberta, Canada )

The REALLY WEIRD THING IS --- THAT EVEN WITH ALL THAT I LOST ( IT WAS GIVE BACK UNTO ME )

As soon as I FINALLY WAS ALLOWED by THE HOLY FATHER / GOD & HIS SON JESUS CHRIST --- TO

FORGIVE EVERYONE THAT EVER HURT ME INTENTIONALLY OR BY ERROR AND AS THIS SPIRITUALLY OCCURRING GOD WAS SO LOVING THAT I WAS ALSO

ALLOWED TO FORGIVE MYSELF for the pain I CAUSED MYSELF

IT is really damn werid as I feel LIKE I HAVE BEEN SAVED BY THE HOLY FATHER & JESUS CHRIST

GOD & JESUS ACTUALLY SAVED A SINNER LIKE ME

And NOW I AM TOTALLY SCREWED UP -- Been Crying BUT NOT the SAME TEARS AS BEFRE

These are TEARS OF JOY --- MIND BLOWING

BUT --- CAN YOU ALL FORGIVE ME TOO?

PLEASE I WILL BE GOOD

I REALLY PROMISE AS I WILL STILL KEEP MY JAIL CELL PROMISE TO GOD & HIS SON JESUS CHRIST

That being to serve Humanity until God Brings me HOME

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW LONG I PRAYED -- Weeks, Months, Years and DECADES 44 YEARS SINCE I ENTERED YOUR INCREDIBLE CITY on November 1978 --THAT I DID NOT NEED TO TAKE A TEST TO ENTER

BUT I NEVER FIT IN -- BUT IN THESE LAST THREE DAYS BRINGING ME TODAY and GOOD FRIDAY

I FINALLY FEEL LIKE IAM AT HOME ( nope this is not a feeling )

It Is A TRUTH -- by GOD & JESUS CHRIST

Thank All Of YOU for allowing me to FIND MY WAY HOME

The Book I am hoping to begin as soon as I can starts NOW and the NEW LAPTOP WILL

THE BOOK IS Going to be Titled

Saving The Light --- as Lucien in Latin = The Light

And I did not make this stuff -- I am not that Smart -- This is GOD & JESUS Doing this stuff

Thank You GOD and The Son Jesus Christ ,"my" Personal Savior

For the air I inhale and everything else