what ya going to do --- NOW???
I am at a place in my life / world that I hurt most of my conscious hours and it is scary as hell a I have no f'n idea as to when that "breathe of my last one will arrive"
I am so sad --- noo I am really
Ii AM Really sad
Now a days I seem to be playing the (fill the lake game and at times I sadly need to wonder it full but the tears keep running)
Damn it as U all have no idea as to the Mentel Displacement that is occurring in my brain and skull
Iam so damn depressed now as this shit is pretty much Killing Me \
Good Night all
if ya see thins say a few worlds for me as I [pass over to the other side]