Weird stuff inside my brain now, like even to the point is / was it (my brain / mind) even ever mine in my first place. Or was it Hijacked many decades ago long before all (long, long time before this
And given the fact (a hint) that YES VIRGINIA I pretty much was side lines ago with this wound / bedsore that knocked me on my ass *October 15, 2018* (
Then and only then-- the new era began, when I was given the best gift of my Adult Life ever that being, my sobriety 2,609 days ago or 7 years 1 month 24 days (I missed all the beers, and the Wine,) for what??
My "Personal Exile" began February 15, 2013 and only a oh few people have em
I just no longer "get it?" anymore as things are so very different now and YET I am seeing it clearer (more aware and focused) THAT I NEEDED the first round of my MY OWN PERSONAL VIRUS from October 15, 2018, to March 16, 2020 when I was "INFORMED" over the Telly that "MAGICALLY" In a few ending sessions that it somehow ''healed' itself
so i in the end did 17 months 1 day (October 15, 2018 to March 16, 2020) and I am still in massive "physcical" pain from "MY" wound and I also remember my entire WOUND TEAMS either from note and or talks hey BTW this make's up 518 days and I wouldnt have wished anything as HORRIBLE as a Wound and a incredible TEAM(s) that was inturoduced to during my 2 hospitaliations (March 11, 2019 to April 25, 2019 for 47 days and too see 12 bodies and pray that i wasnt going too be allowed to be "body 13" - and then for a 30 day sync in an Aslyum (where it all began)