Don't Let My Mind Go Soft

Today February 15, 2020 the start of my NEW BEGINING of MY NEW LIFE that I can NO LONGER allow MY "MIND TO GO SOFT"


Somehow with all your love and caring I made it through a 2013 Christmas in a Homeless Shelter just 3 feet away from the celling of dorm O bed 8 Upper O8R was my spot for the first time in my life I was actually in school a school that I needed to rapidly decipher and figure out the rules and figure out the meaning to the game


And there are RULES the events began on February 15, 2013 when I was pretty much "GIVEN A KEYLO" (Tigger calls em Keys) she is a sweet friend of mine state side who would keep me strong as I did my time in The University Of The Men's Homeless Shelter (The Herb) in downtown Edmonton Alberta Canada a Incredible City I entered on October 1978 as a skinny, drunk and weed smoker right after being served with a search warrant by the St Albert (my home town at that time from 1961-1978) by the R.C.M.P.


This was a massive gift as it was a literal (Kick in my Ass) to make my next move into the Big City


I as I have been counting down the days till today February session that actually make zero sense as how didn't I fall before 2013 (February 15) when I was "ALLOWED" to stay alive and begin my mission to free others from their addictions also


I OWE YOU ALL

7 (seven) Years of Sobriety today after a very long drinking session that actually make zero sense as how didn't I fall before 2013 (February 15) when I was "ALLOWED" to stay alive and begin my mission to free others from their addictions also


And I can never re-pay any of this f*cken debt with straight economics as YOU ALL GAVE ME

MY LIFE BACK


I as I have been counting down the days till today February 15, 2020


I somehow was able to drink pretty much daily for all my screwed up life


And then YOU ALL moved in and SAVED ME -- why -- and why me?


I was a GUY


And now what I sell Household Products www.respectedhomebusiness.com/1237345 but YOU ALL changed me from the INSIDES OUT



I will basically never ever be the same person I was when I had that last drink


So what is / could my life be worth anymore as I don't have a single tooth in my head that started as a tooth when I was able to grow my own


I am feeling so special today as I have been given all I ever dreamed of EVER I have friends and this is so knew you all may need to catch me when I fall on my face


Can anyone imagine 84 months with ZERO alcohol I can see but a BEER on a HoT Summer Day this is a very cruel thing to do unto me after allowing me to drink for almost 38 years I still fiind it . dAMN tough


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