I CAN NO LONGER DEAL AS A HUMAN AS I AM GETTING TREATED LIKE SHIT

OK THIS IS HOW IT WORKS

I KILL ME

BUT WHY AS I BOUGHT A WASH / DRY = CLOTHS CARD ( BRAND NEW THEY SAID) AND IT WAS YET ANOTHER 25$ AND THEN IT WOULD NOT WORK EITHER SO I CALLED MANAGEMENT BACK AND THEY TOLD ME TO CALL THE COMPANY THAT SERVICES THE EXCHANGE MACHINE - WHO NEEDS TO TALK TO MANAGEMENT OF THE BUILDING

MY END IS NEAR, REMEMBER I AM THE LIGHT (LATIN) AND WHAT OCCURS WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT ---WELL IT IS GOING TO GET REALLY FUCKEN DARK FOR A REALLY DAMN LONG TIME AS THIS IS WHAT I LEAVE THE EARTH WITH

SO THAT IS IT AS YOU HURT ME SINCE I WAS A CHILD AND I AM VERY, VERY TIRED OF PAIN AND SUFFERING SO YOU JUST LET ME GO AS I CAN NO LONGER DEAL WITH ALL THE PAIN I GET TO EXPERIENCE (AS A DIRECT RESULTS OF THE DOCTORS DESTROYING MY BODY AND MIND AS THEIR CHEMICALS FUCKED ME OVER ON THAT 40 FUCKEN YEAR OF MASSIVE DRUGS INTO ME

LOOK UP DR OTTO CADSKY (OTKAR) AND SEE WHAT KIND OF DOCTOR I ACTUALLY WAS UNDER FOR 13 YEARS OF MY LIFE AS IT WAS A ONE SENTENCE TO FACS AND HE HOOKED ME INTO SO MANY DRUGS I HAD NO ONE TO HELP ME GET OFF AND GET CLEAN AS HE WAS LIKE SEEING ME 1X A WEEK FOR A HOUR AT THE END AND ALSO SEEING MY EX WIFE EVEN THOUGH HE WAS A FORENSIC SHRINK AND SHE WAS NOT SENT THERE BY THE COURT

WORKING TOGETHER THEY CONSPIRED TO DESTROY MY LIFE AND WORLD AS THE WEIRD THING IS ONE WEEK THE MARRIAGE ENDS THE NEXT HE SAYS HE IS GOING TO RETIRE (THIS WAS MARCH 2006) HE WAS STILL SEEING PEOPLE AT 2018 WHEN THE REPORT CAME OUT AND I WAS FUCKED OVER BY THE SET AND THE TIMING WAS PERFECT FOR THEM AS IT WAS 9 DAYS BEFORE SHE BECAME ALONG WITH HER KID A CANADIAN CITIZEN SHE ENDED THE FAKE MARRAGE THAT WENT ALMOST 7 YEARS

i WONDER IF HER BOYFREIND (AT THE END SHE HAD A BOYFREIND) SHE NEEDEED THIS ELEMENT TO PULL THIS OFF AND IT WORKED FOR HER AND HER KID AND I GUESS I NEEDS TOMSORTOUT THE STUFF ASS I AM LEAVING ONE DAY SOON AND NEVER COMING BACK EVER

YOUR SOCITY AND SYSTEMS DID THIS ALL TO A DAMN INNOCENT KID AND GOD AND JESUS WILL MAKE EVERY ONE OF THE PEOPLE THAT HURT ME HURT 1000X MORE THAN EVEN YOU HURT ME -- I AM VERY SORRY AND SAD FOR ALL OF YOU THAT YOUR GOING TO FIND OUT PAIN AND SUFFERING ARE ALL ABOUT

BUT YOU ALL DID THIS TO ME AS A CHILD OF THE HOLY FATHER --- AND HE PROTECTS HIS CHILDREN AS MY OWN DAD WAS ALREADY WITH HIM --- HE WOULD HAVE PROTECTED ME BUT GOD AND JESUS AND SATAN ARE 10,000 x MORE DANGEROUS THAN JUST MY EARTH FATHER --- YOU ALL ARE ALREADY GUILTY -- ALL OF YOU THAT CAUSED ME PAIN AND I HAS BEEN INJURED VERY BAD AND THE PAIN IS GOING TO ALSO GET THE GENERATIONS OF THE FAMILIES YOU ARE FROM 1000 LEVELS DEEPS AND I HOPE THAT WHEN YOU ARE ALL BURNING IN HELL IN THE DEEPEST BOWELS THAT YOU CAN STILL REMEMBER ME AS THE MAD HATTER EXPERIENCE YOU ALL ARE REPOSNISIBLE

YOU AND YOUR SYSTEM KEPT ME IN A HIGHLY LITE JAIL CELL WITH 1000watt LIGHT BULB OVER MY HEAD AND A FRED FLINSTONE BED AND NIGHT ONE I GET NO MAT AND I FIND HELL

ALL FOR ATTEMPTING TO GET HELP FOR PTSD AS THE CRISIS LINES REFERED ME TO THE CITY OF EDMONTON POLICE

OH i WOULD GET TWO NIGHTS AND THE ENTIRE PROCESS WAS 95 DAYS THAT I HAD TO HAVE I AM A CRIMINAL IN Y HEAD FOR AND IT WAS A SHITTY MIND SET AND I COULDN'T CHANGE IT AS I HAVE BEEN ATTEMPTING TO GET THE SYSTEM TO FIX

THE CARE PLAN

ONCE AGAIN I HADS ZERO SAY IN THIS CARE PLAN

SO FUCK YOU ALL AS I AM NOW DECIDED THAT I WILL END MY DAMN LIFE AS THIS IS WHAT YOU ALL WANT FROM ME AS THE PUNISHJMENT FROM ALL OF JUST NEVER ENDS AND I AM FUCKEN TIRED

AND THEN THERE IS ALL MY FUCKEN TEETH THAT WERE HACKED FROM MY MOUTH WITH ZERO FREEZING AS I AM A ANIMAL AND SHOULD BE TREATED AS ONE AS I GUESS AS THIS IS HOW THAT YOUR SYSTEMS HAVE ALWAYS TREATED ME ALL MY LIFE -- SINCE YOUR DAMN CATHOLIC PRIEST RAPED ME AT 9/10 YEARS OLD

I AM SAYING GOOD BYE TO EVERYONE VIA THE WEB AS I DON'T KNOW ANYONE AS IT SEEMS

SEE YOU ANY WHERE AS THE SLAVERY SYSTEM IS ALL YOU WILL EVER KNOW FOR A SMALL PART OF THAT YOU DID UNTO ME AS IT HURT ME AS YOU TOSSEDD A KID AWAY THAT JUST LOST HIS DAD AND WHOSE MMOM WAS VERY SICK AND I HASD STARTED TO DRINK AS THE PAIN WAS THIS BAD, AND THAT SUMME IN THE WAREHOUSE OF PRO WESTERN PLASTICS (BUY IT) I LOST CONTROL AND STARTED THE WEEDS AND I DON'T KNOW BUT IT WAS HELPFUL

AND YOU SAM AND ELVIS WANTED ME CLEAN AS IT WAS ALMOST LIKE IT WAS OKAY TO POP ALL THE FUCKEN PILLS AS THE TRUTH IS YOU WERE BUYING (BOTH OF YOU) AND OTHERS SHARES IN TE BIG PHARMA COMPANIES AND NOW EVEN THE CHURCH OWNS A VACCINCE DRUG BUSINESS IN THE HOME COUNTRY

IT WILL BE NICE TO EXSIST AND HAVE NO PAIN JUST FOR A SINGLE DAMN DAY AS YOU WHO THOUGHT YOU KNEW OF ME

KNEW ZERO ABOUT M ZERO AS NO MAN ON ERTH NOWS MUCH OF TTHIS MAN (SAM ) MAYBE AS YOU MADE ME GIVE YOU MY MEDICAL RECORDS AND I WANTED TO PLEASE YOU AS YOU WERE HELPING ME

I GAVE YOU ALL MY FAMILIES MEDICAL DATA -- SAM

YOU KNOW WHAT YOU STARTED IN A DENTAL CHAIR

FUNNY AND WEIRD IT WOULD END IN A DENTIST CHAIR ALSO (IT IS LIKE IT WAS SET UP TO WORK OUT THIS WAY) AND AN ENGINEER COULD PULL THIS OFF AND WHO WAS TRAINED AS ENGINEER ( NOT ME AS I HAD MY LIFE TAKEN AWAY IN 1969/70 AND YOU THEN ONLY HAD TO KILL THE BODY AS THE FACTS ARE YOU KILLED MY SOUL AND SPIRIT, AND DESTORYED MY MIND AND HEART ALL FOR THE PLEASURE OF A SINGLE PRIEST FROM THAT DAMN CATHOLIC CHURCH

I QUIT --- BUT NOT YET AS IT WILL BE A SURPRISE ON A BIRTHDAY AS I WANT TO MAKE A CHOICE IN MY LIFE

FOR ONCE -- AND YOU WILL LAUGH

BYE