"I need someplace in the world to be happy"
Yah I can make you all happy but for months, or longer I truly have been UNHAPPY as I have had pain that has tested my very will to live:
I have lived as it is wrong to take ones life so it is better to suffer in silence but has it been silence as most people have someone that they can go home to to de-brief
I haven't I am so tired tonight the pain is terrible tonight I just want the fucken pain to STOP ALREADY
Sorry for the F Bomb but the pain is and has been bad again all night