I no longer care as you finally broke my sprite and fucked up my heart and soul, so this is on you

Why?

I only would love to know what the fucken hell were you all thinking as you do NOT have any damn idea as to how hard the world is going to suffer as a result of what a small minorite of people that you called humans have done

as you think that pandemic with COVID -19 was bad HOLY SHIT at 6.5 Million Dead

And you have zero idea as to round two as you have done this one to yourself and I am no longer going to worry about any of you as for

55 incredible years no one showed me Mercy much no one oh well maybe my mom and dad until I was FUCKED

Then basically no one cared, and I found me alone and it was so fucken hard as my dad stopped going to the sports, he would enroll me into the point that I hated the sports

I wanted to die in Grade 6 but I had zero idea about suicide (none)

I only HURT ALWAYS

FUCK ALWAYS

I became no fucken good anymore even in my parents' eyes

it was so fucked up and I tried

Only thing that was ok was my library card and books and dad would not allow me to buy rock music as I had to play that damn accordian ( I was the 2nd best in the school and that only meant 2-3 hours a day / night of studying along with homework and a few chores I was not allowed freinds

I had toys and fuck books I still am very very grateful to my d ad for turning me into the book reader I still am

Right now I am so tired of my life as the Mad Hatter Experience is now a chore as what the fuck I work daily and might get $5 a month fucken candies are $ 15 every two weeks but tthat ia not a issue for anyone but me

No one gives a shit about me as they play with me like a

DAMN - THING - THE ALBERTA GOVERNEMNT CREATED - TO TEST NEW DRUGS AND COMBINATIONS OF DRUGS WITH AND i WAS ALLOWED A LITTLE MONEY AND BASICALLY ABUSED, TORTURED, AND DRUGGED AT TIMES TO TE POINT i WAS PRE-DEAD

yOU ALL HAVE ZERO IDEA AS TO WHAT YOU ELECTED GOVERNMENTS DID TO ME WHILE KEPT IN THEIR SYSTEMS / ASYLUMS AT TIMES THEY HURT ME SO FUCEKN BAD

They have cut me opened and had a lady stop by the place to open it and then I had to bus it to a clinic for the last 1 or 2 -- after they cut a piece of my right lung out with no logical reason, and I never seen the doctor at all

You had me tied to a stretcher in the tunnels in a room and I was fucked over and over again and again I was left in a cage with cage wire fence alone for hours maybe days I was unable to move as I was chained so hard (with straps that were hurting so fucken much)

I have no idea you people I used to walk, and I was scared of all people wy you did this to me and what am I here now for