I SEE REALITY AND IT WAS ME
IT HAS BEEN A VERY LONG FEW DAYS ---- BEGAN WITH A WALK TO THE MALL WALMART IS THERE NOW (AND i NEEDED THIS STORE SORRY ABOUT ALL THEFEELING WE HAVE -- I NEED TO SAVE $1.79 X 4 EVERY TIME I GO THERE AND THEY SEEM TO LIKE ME
PEOPLE ARE REALLY KIND BUT I AM NOT USED TO FEELING WHAT I AM FEELING AS FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A VERY, VERY LONG TIME FEW DAYS
BUT I HAVE BEEN IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD FOR 6 PLUS YEARS AND WEARING THAT SILLY GREEN HAT TO AMUSE YOU ALL
I TRY-- YOU LIKE ME AND NOT MANY REAL PEOPLE HAVE AS THINK ABOUT REALITY I BEGAN THS MENTAL ABUSE AND TORURE BULLSHIT LONG BEFORE MOST OF YOU WERE BORN --- 1983 ( THINK ABOUT )
1) CHEMISTRY
BIOLOGOLGY
THE BRAIN (3 POUND S OF COMPUTING POWER THAT WE DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK WE ARE DOING AT ALL WITH ACTUAL HUMANS THIS STUFF - WE ARE LEARNING AT A WIL RATE LOOK NEROLINK IS HUMAN TESTING THIS YEAR MAYBE BUT I DO NOT ANY LONGER GET THIS SHIT
HEY A FEW WEEKS AGO I WENT TO THE WORK PLACE OF MY BEST FRIEND EVER SHE AND ME HAD A LARGE DISAGREEMENT ABOUT THE VAXX AND IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME AND I SIT HERE AND THEY (WHOEVER THEY ARE) AND I HAVE NO NEED OR DESIRE TO KNOW ANY THING LIKE FUCK I AM A MENTAL PATIENT THAT THEY BEGAN THE 40 YEAR EXPERIMENT ON MY BRAIN
AND THEY FORGOT SOME STUFF LIKE CHEMISTRY ( KEEP IN MIND THIS WAS 40 YEARS AGO) AND A FEW OF WERE NOT HERE AS OF YET
BUT ALL THE MEDICAL / PHYSICAL / MEALTH HEALTH REALITY AND SCIENCE THIS IS WHAT BEGAN THE EXPERIMENT
CHEMICALLY
BUT THIS AND WAS NOT WHERE WE AS HUMANITY
WE HAVE PROGRESSED A BIT SINCE 1983
WHEN I BECAME A TEST DUMMY THEY DECIDED SOME HOW OR WAY THAT I WOULD BE PROPERTY
TO A MADMAN
AND HE BEGAN (FACS) FORENSIC ASSESMENT COMMUNITY SERVICE
THIS DIVISON DEALS WITH ALBERTANS THAT BREAK RULES AT TIMES, AS HUMANS AT TIMES CAN DO
I WAS SENTENCED TO 1 YEAR by The Alberta Court Of Queens Bench for The Rules I Could Of Broke --- That was the trutth as even at 40 years ago a 1 year sentence to FACS is supposed to really be only 1 year. But the Dr I Was Assigned to peter williams who i saw like 4-5 x and during these few sessions he heard me say (if he was allowed to actually hear) and i know for a FACT that I was able to tell him in the few sessions we had to make a right call --- so then i was seating with a social worker that was into horses, and he own a few and he was like a(human being) i thought and in walked the doctor -- and he now after the maybe at max 5 hours --and now i has a wonderful and what seemed amazing as how do we do chemistry is strange as i never had to do the standard tests -- he was in a massive hurry to get this started I had a Chemical Imbalance ( YUP) that was what this stupid fu&k doctor claimed even with no blood work (now i would as how the hell did you do that as no blood, spit , piss, what the hell I now know --- you have been sent by the COURTS so you feel like they had the RIGHT to begin what they say, and they are doctors ? (so if you were like me that grew up in a small town where there was a doctor on my Blvd) we played with their kids and went to school and church ( you grow up TRUSTING, and You (me) still was trained / from the minimum childhood I was ALLOWED TO OBTAIN (yah obtain) as they started a few years earlier when a was broke out on Lord ( Gresham Blvd ) it was Dick (the Prick) Fowler a MLA / a JUDGE / a MAYOR / and well he was a drunk as he just couldn't stop and guess what his child who is a Physcoligst in the Alberta Health Services Mental Health & Addoctions which also emplyed the good old doctors that kept my only one and were still sure about it real workings (the HUMAN BRAIN & MIND ) And they kept me as their pickle in a jar this is the system we created for humanity (if I was actually a REAL HUMAN BEING WOULD THIS A PROBLEM? If I did NOT ) And BTW the LOVELY dr otto cadsky kept me screwed up and seriously overdose levels of OPIATE dr henderson and cadsky
Oh the Gresham Blvd War was between the above POS and Fast Eddie Facciotti / Faciote II and on Feburay 19, 1975 Dick The Prick, scored what could be a knock out as my daddy passed away and went to be with the KING / and SONS and left a 12 yr old sweetheart and a 14 nerd / introvert / screwed up as a result of the church priest who hit me with a sex abuse remember the year as it was 1969/70 for the church so the Son The Edgar / Fast Eddie was alone and every human that the family knew when Fast Eddie Passed away it pretty much took me out and mom was very sick with what would turn out to be Multiple Selerouis ( this was a slow torture type illness and it consumes body and mind in 1978 the
Local Gresham Blvd WAR would see the loss of the Kastle of Dreams at 44 Gresham Blvd as mom was no long well at all and she was placed by her brother my uncle Mike G in a Nursing Home (yah just down a street I do the WALK ON
I call it now THE MAD HATTER EXPERIENCE -- REALITY (or is it) come and see, if this was reality -- it is like a free thing I get to give to the City that ALLOWED ME IN for pretty much free and no Paper Work (St Albert to Edmonton , Alberta (the Capital of Earth) and I had no place to lay my head after around September 26, 1978 I was allowed by Church People a Place in their very own tent trailer, and i was dealing drugs and (weed, weed, hashish and some thia stick and olive oil) hey I just regained my senses and as of January 9, 2023 (today) I am once again CLEAN from Dr Presibled OPIATES that began on January 4, 2019 a few days after New Years Eve when I saw a Specialist in Internal Medicine dr arriana and and you know I was watching her fucken shoes (converse, black) and she did NOT FREEZE the area on The Coxxsz / tailbone and she cut my body open like she was having a steak which I would and am being denied as they did that NO FREEZING ON MY TEETHS WHEN THEY HAD ME DRUGGED TO WHERE THEY WANTED ME, WHICH WAS NO LONGER BEING ABLE TO PEE IN THE BOWL (IT WAS A MESS EVERY DAMN TIME) AND I HAD NO IDEA WHY ALL OF A SUDDEN THIS WAS OCCURING AND I WAS ISOLATED FROM A FAMILY DOC AND ONLY HAD dr thakker and this bastard has a guest in HELL ALREADY WAITING FOR HIM, as I can't eat the forbidden fruuit no more THE APPLE and no matter what I do I can no longer eat hard solids at all but the mind has a override systejm
BTW she is / supposedly a cutter (I only know what she has done unto my body and my SPIRIT & SOUL & MY HEART as SHE CUT Me open and when she was standing beside me I asked if she knew what it was she said
" it is like nothing I have ever seen " whisp of a smile and the she begins to stroke / pet me like she just got a new HUMAN PUPPY (on my hair and if you have see a picture of my hair it is VERY COOL FOR A OLD GUT TO have silver hair to past my shoulders (maybe you want make me a pet as I have been a lost HUMAN PUPPY when she was done with me on April 27, 2019 flying long trip on DR PRESCRIBED OPIATES THAT NOW I HAS 4 DAYS BEING CLEAN
HEY I HAD OVER 8 YEARS OF BEING CLEAN FROM THE 25 YEAR STRETCH THEY PUT ME ON CAUSE THEY COULD
OH YAH YOU CAN RUN ALL YOUR DAAMN EXPERIMENTS ON THE HUMAN PUPPY YOU OWN
YOU KNOW WHAT OCCURS WHEN SOME ONE GOES COLD TURKEY OFF NOT 1 ANY MORE BUT 2 DIFFERENT OPIATES
YAH COLD TUERKEY AND LIKE LAST NIGHT I WAS SCREAMING AT THE INCREDIBLE LADIES WHO SHOWED MERCY AS THE CITY / PROVINCE NOW SEEMS TO KNOW WHAT THEY DID TO
HUMAN PUPPY
And NOW IAM A HUMAN THAT WAS DESIGNED BY A SYSTEM THAT DID NOT DO WELL IN BIO-CHEM OR THE WAY TO HELP A PERSON WITH A MENTAL ILLNESS THE SYSTEM IS DESIGNED NOT TO HELP BUT IT HAS SEEMED IN THE 40 YEARS I HAVE BEEN IN THE DEATH CAMPS I HAVE SEEN MUCH DEATH AND THIS ADDS TO PTSD AND THEIR IS NO CURE / TREATMENT PERIOD FOR THIS NONE
ONLY WEEDS TO RELAX BUT I DO NOT WANT GIVE MY MIND AWAY TO RELAX IT BALANCE IS NOT IN MY INTEREST NOT AT ALL