I THINK THAT THE WORLD IS A WEIRD PLACE TO ME RIGHT NOW
STOP THE FILM - I NEED A BREAK
WHAT U NEED - RIGHT NOW? CAN YOU STILL FIND THIS OR THAT BUT THEIR ARE HOLES IN THE SHELVES
It has become a strange place as i even have a gig, as
The world is a mess and were to have a nasty shit winter and i mean it will be bad as we are going to HURT / FREEZE / AND DIE AS
THE END OF THE ERA OF MANKIND IS STILL FUC&EN REAL AND HUMANITY AS A HOLE WILL SUFFER AS THIS HAS BEEN KNOWN FOR A VERY, VERY LONG PERIOD OF TIME AND WE FAILED TO ACT AS A GROUP OF HUMAN BEINGS TO SAVE OURSELVES AND HEL I GUESS WATCHING MASS SUICIDE OF HUMANITY IS EASIER BUT I DO NOT THINK SO AS THIS HAS BEEN KNOW FOR A WHILE -WHAT WE DIDN'T ACTUAKLY SE WAS THE SPED THAT CLIMIATE CHANGE HAS ARIVED HAS BEN 8 YEARS FASTER THAT WE AND OUR BEST SENTISTISTS COULD FIGURE OUT AND NOW THE ROLLING BLACKOUTS AND JAIL FOR TEMPATURE VIOLATIONS IS COMING
YOU KNOW THAT THIS FUCKEN PTSD SUCKS AND I MEAN THIS AS THIS IS HAS BEEN THE HARDEST
YOU SEE THE MENTAL HEALTH SYSTEM IN THE EDMONTON ALBERTA CANADA AREA IS BEYOND ANYTHING IT SHOULD BE AS SOMEONE INVENTS A
CARE PLAN FOR ME
NOW NO ONE KNOWS - AND THEREFORE IT CAN NEVER BE MADE MEMEBER EVEN IFB IT WAS AND IT SEEMS IT WAS SET UP TO CAUSE ME PAIN AS COULD YOU DEAL WITH HAVING 22-23 TEETH YANKED OUT OF YOUR MOUTH WITH
zero freezing as shit i was likely supposed die soon as this was not going to the best week of my (not now but the week of the yank)
I was rescued, bye EMS / 911 and I am still a victim in the system and my last wrote was cut off and i was and i am now going to to say fuck you TO
the systems we designed and that are about to end humanity and it much seems like there are a group of people that are actualy working on the papers to the front on the lines of the 2020 to 2023 -CULL AS THEY TOOK OUT 6,954239 PEOPLE DEAD ON THE COVID FRONT - THE WAR AT RUSSIA & UKRAINE --
THEN THIS CITY I AM IN AND I BUST MY DAMN ASS DAILY TO MAKE A FEW OF YOU DAMN WEL HAPY FOR A FEW MINUTES
OK I NEED MENTAL HEALTH HELP --THERE IS ZERO AND FOR ME HAS ONLY BEEN 40 + YEARS OF DRUGS AND YOU AS A SOCIETY MADE, DESIGNING ME INSIDE AND OUT IN THE STATE RUN MENTAL HOPSITALS WHERE YOU HAVE TORTURED ME AND OTHERE WITH THE CHEMIALS WERE FORCE TO TALKE IF WE DON'T WE WE LOSE PRIVILIEGES YAH COERESION AND THEIR ARE GOOD ABOUT FUCKING WITH YOUR MINDS AND THE CHEMICALS AND THE BOREDOM AND MENTAL FUCKERY THAT IS PLAYED IT IS LIKE WE ARE POLITICAL PRISONEIRS
BUT I HATE TO BREAK THIS TO ALL OF YOU THEY OWN YOU ALL TOO THE CAR(s), THE HOUSE, THE BOAT THAT YOU THOUGHT AND LABORED OVER THEY OWN THEY OWN AL OF EVERYTHING YOU EVER WORKED FOR
SO WELCOME TO THE NORTH AMERICAN GOLAGE A LITLE DIFERENT AS I WAS STRESSED BETWEEN AUGUAST 27, 2022 AND NOVEMBER 29,2022 = 94 DAYS OF MORE STRESS FOR A DIAGNIOSED PATIENT WITH PTSD YOU AS CARING MENTAL HEALTH WORKERS, SOCIAL WORKERS, DOCTORS, PRIESTS, POLICE
'ALL OF YOU STUDIED TO HELP PEOPLE BUT WERE TO FIND OUT THAT THE REAL GOAL IS TO HURT THE SCAPEGOATS AS I HAVE BECOME FOR ALL OF YOU AND FOR SOME OF YA WELL YA EVEN HEAD OFF TO THE CHURCH ON THE SUNDAY WITH THE WEKDAYS SET OUT AS DAYS TO HURT OTHERS THAT ARE NOT A PART OF THE FLOCK OF SHEEPLE THAT SOCIETY HAS BECOME
THEY GOT READIN WHAT SO FICTON SO YOU CAN FIND A WAY OUT OF THE SCRIPT THAT THEY SOLD YOU WHEN YOU ALL WERE YOUNGER MUCH YOUNGER THEN YOU RIDE 12 YEARS OF THE SCRIPTS THAT YOU NEEDED TO PROVE YOU WERE THE SMARTEST, AND IT WAS NOT TO MATER WHEN YOU WORKED FOR THE LONG HAIR BIG GREEN HAT MAD HATTER EXPERIENCE
i WAS ONLY A WHILE AGO LOOKING AT PAYRATE SCALES FOR MAJOR FIRMS ON GOLBAL SCALE
THE WEIRD THING THAT WAS HIGHLIGHTED WAS HUMANS DON'T ACTUALY WORK FOR MUCH MONEY AS THE Truth is that HUMANS actually get compensated that much as the list was started -
You should be smart enough to know were screwing up this entire planet and while I Hope & Pray we can actualy get of the planet to Mars and figure out al the holes in our plans and I am now not hapy as I should be as this life that I stil have al this mental health shit this world of hateand spite as you are some very hurtful humans
i can not do this with all of you
8eps
I can no longer understand this system that is sucking the life out of the people we / I care about
I am tired of lies, angry
You can pop off at me and treat me like a piece of mental crap
but it won't make you fel to god at days end (I promise YOU)
I didn't do shit nothing to you and you have been druging (over to a large extent) mesing withn my mind mentaly and you al know what you are and who was you
My reason I am a issue for you because (WHY)? I lok hapy (I AM NOT AND YOU CAUSED THIS AND THEN DRUGED IT TO A PLACE BEYOND YOUR REALITYN AD THEN I WOULD GET NIGHT MEDS AND THEY WERE THE BEST AS SOMETIMES THE PAIN THAT YOU / ME /US WOULD GATHER IN MYN / OUR HEART AND SOULD BY THE CARE GIVERS THAT FOR GOT THAT WAY JOBS WORK
YOU HURT MY MOM IN THAT NURSING HOME OVER 18 LONG YEARS AS I WAS ALLOWED TO WATCH MY MOM DIE IN A STATERUN NURSING HOME SYSTEM (WHY CAN'T 5-10 FAMILYS GET TO GETHER AND BUILD A PLACE FOR GENERATIONAL USE OF THE FAMILYS AS MAYBE THE STATE DOING SHIT AS I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ANYTHING LIKE THIS EXISTED EVEN WHEN i WAS ATEMPTING HIGH SCHOL (BUT I WAS GONE AND PEOPLE ON'T WANTED MY AROUND IF THEY COULD MAKE BUCKS OF YOU
\What the hell to my family when my father pased as i has wak to many places and someone beter hope I never become any good at some skils
I am hurting as I has all this human contact around me when I go out and then I am in and alone (hey don't say that word as
you see for 94 long days I once AGAIN SUFFERED ALONE as it was fucken hard aND YOU WERE AL LAUGHING ANYMORE
just WANA KNOW AS TO WHY YOU KEP HURTING ME
no this shit just ended on my as I am dead
i DON'T EAT NO MORE
THIS SHIT DOESN'T MATER AS THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE US AL FUEL TO MID MANAGEMENT = CRIKETS
I never knew what ocured in the Town I grew up in as I stil fog out totaly and I se very liter fron
DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE BEGANING OF THE TOUGHT YOU HAVE ONLY NOW SENT AWAY
I WIL CHANGE THE WORLD -WHAT THE HELL -i AM TIRED ALL the times we al went through that I am tired
Thank You All Of You
you are all a part of al the stuf bocuring with him you think
BETCHA HE /SHE WAS MY / OUR WAY OUT OR SOMETHINGT DEAD
WANT MY PAIN IF HEB SU
I NO longer know anything that made secretive bul shit when al onlt 8 bilion people now nothing makes sense
I have been here a damn long time now
you all stole my fucken life (wow briliant doctors ) FUCK STEAL A LIFE TO MQAKE $220,O20 A YEARS
i AM OF TO BED AS THIS IS VERY ARS TO THE WE
REMBEMBER I NOW HAS A LIST
I NEVER DID ANYTHING TO YOU SO WHY DID YOU NED TO HURT ME SO BAD
TEETH ?
WHY YOU DO