I Was Human - Once Upon A Time - Along Time Ago 9+ Months Ago

It was September 10, 2018 when I am thinking I was last a Human Being, the Rapid Conversion would Occur between then and October 25, when two massive and tragic events would converge on October 25,

September 10, and October 9 were two days (Injection Dates) I think back to as days I still had a life however I hurt physically and no one knew the reason

September 10 I saw my shrink and it would then be until October 25, 2018 when I would see her again as she uploaded a new kind of mental medication that I had never been tried on until that day, the drug was / is called "Invega Sustenna" (Palideridone) and I would be started at the highest dose she could give me. 150ml / 1.5 mL -- Time between "sessions" = 45 days as she pretty much experimented on me.

And I got sick during this period (really sick) as everything and I mean everything hurt like a nasty body flu, on September 14, 2018 to September 21, 2018 I was so desperate I even attempted my luck at "self-medication" as I was not

In the system like I am now, and I got high (great weed) yet it did nothing at all for the pain "nothing" I finally was able to get into my personal physician on October 15, 2018 and it was the longest and hardest exam I had ever had and one that has changed my life from that first injection the doctor appointment, where I was sent for 14 separate blood tests, one was for CK Levels ---- This test measures the amount of an enzyme called creatine kinase (CK) in your blood. ... The muscle cells in your body need CK to function. Levels of CK can rise after a heart attack, skeletal muscle injury, strenuous exercise, or drinking too much alcohol, and from taking certain medicines or supplements. (one of the medications is "Anti psychotic Agents" (flashback a few paragraphs to the "Invega Sustenna" -- but I was also walking a lot (doctor said "walking is Lucien''s drug) YUP (neruochemicals) ''dopamine & serotonin"

We also found Her (the bedsore that horrible day)

I was checked into a Major Metropolitan Hospital ust by walking in as it took 2 minutes through admitting and I had a IV in me in less than 5 minutes just 2 days later on October 17 with CK Levels over 2,100 normal is 22-198 - I was "unwell"

This was one of my last days as a human being -- I have been a shell of a person ever since and scared

More later its pain medication time and I have needed this for a few hours now: L8R

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