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I Wasn't A Bad Person, However You Seem To Want To Change Me Into One

You all are destroying me and the PLANET that YOU ALL WERE ENTRUSTED WITH the truth you destroy the shit you touch

WHY?

You ENJOY destroying everything a DOPAMINE SPIKE or what


The History Books with show the white and the dark and I am still in ( The Light Lucien II ) and I have no idea as to why you did this unto me as


Far back as I see it theree was a fight between my Neighbor and my Daddy over Politictic and then when my Daddy passed away on February 19, 1975 this BIG MAN DECIDED TO TAKE THAT FIGHT ON TO THE NEXT GENERATIONS OF MY DAD, SO NOW I HAD A 6'3 SWEDISH MAN LIVING IN MY HOME DESTROYING THIS AND A MAN A "BIG MAN" LIVING DOWN THE STREET THAT WAS WORKING WITH THE SCHOOL, THE CHURCH AND THE REST OF THE CIVIC ADMINISTRATION FIGHTING WITH A 14 TO 17 YEAR CHILD KID THAT HAD A ZERO IDEA ABOUT ANYTHING POLITICS AND I REMEMBER THE BULLSHIT AS THE WHOLE TOWN (ST ALBERT was a Town when I was grewed up) against a CHILD THAT HAD ALREADY AND I AM DONE TONIGHT AS NO ONE HAS EVER ATTEMPTED TO HELP ME WITH ANY OF MY ADDICTIONS OR SHIT AND I HATE ME AND i WAND TO DIE



YAH I WON THE CASE BUT THERE WAS NONE AS THE POLICE WANTED TO PUSH ME


YOUR ENTER WORLD IS ENTIRELY BULLSHIT AS YOU GO ABOUT HURTING EACHOTHER AND I JUST WILL NEVER PARTICIPATE IN THIS ANYMORE AS YOU LOVE TO CAUSE PAIN TO EVERYTHING

THIS WORLD / SOCIETY HAS HURT ME ALL MY FUCKEN LIFE AND I JUST CAN NO LONGER DO THIS AS IF YOU WANT TO KEEP CAUSING PAIN OT SOMETHING GETA ROCK


AS YOUR SOCIETY FINALLY WINS


OR DOSE IT REALLY AS THE SECOND COMING MIGHT ALREADY HEV BEEN PREDETERMINED AS THEN YOU ARE VERY SCREWED AND THE NEXT DUDE UP IS SATAN FOR 1000 YEAR


ARE YOU ALL READY FOR = 1,000 YEARS OF THE DARK


AS I ACTUALLY DO NOT THINK THAT YOU AND THE CHILDREN OF YOURS ARE AS THIS IS ALL BULLSHIT AS YOU DID THIS ALL TO YOURSELF AND YOU ARE NOT WELL THINKING AT ALL


i guess that is just way to bad as it is over as I have to end this


I HAVE NO IDEA AS TO WHY YOU ALL HURT ME AS YOU STARTED SO SOON AS SHIT i WAS YOUNG VERY YOUNG


SO I WAS DEAD AT 9/ OR 10 YEARS OLD AND THEN YOU BEGAN RIGHT OUT OF THE BLUE AS I WAS A MERE CHILD WHAT CHANCE DID I HAVE


ZERO


AND THEN BECASUE I SPOKE YOU TOOK MY DAD --AND IT FUCKEN HURT

SORRY DAD '


WHY WOULD YOU ALL DO THIS TO BE


I DON'T FUCKEN GET IT WAS WAS ITB BECAUSE WE WERE OUTSIDERS AS i HAVE NO IDEAS AS TO HOW THIS SHIT ALL WORKED AS i WAS


THIS HAS DESTROYED MY ENTIRE FUCKEN LIFE

AND NO ONE EVEN CARES AS IT IS A JOKE IF ANYTHING AT ALL


YOU LOSE AS IAM NEVER EVER GONNA BE A NORMAL PERSON EVER AGAINN


I WILL NEVER EVER BE ANYONE AS i COULD HAVE BEEN AS WHO WERE YOU ALL TO SCREW UP MY LIFE


YOU KNOW THE INTENSE PAIN THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME HAS BEEN SAD AS I NEVER DID ANYTHING TO EARN IT AAAAANY MORE




THIS HURTS MY SOUL AND SPIRIT MY HEART HAS BEEN DESTROYED AND I FEEL SO VERY DEAD INSIDE SO VERY LOST --- THIS HAS ALL KILLED ME AND THE PAIN IS WORSE DAILY AND i DID ZERO ---WRONG I NOW WANT THE CATHOLIC CHURCH TO TORTURE ME FOREVER AS MAYBE THIS WILL BRING IT WITH IT AS THIS IS FUCKED


i am going away, but we already know that there, is no way out and I have no place to go as this they already i all there is and I don't want to do this no more as


YEAH YOU ALL HURT ME AS I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR 7 YEARS ACCORDING TO THE MANAGMENT AND NOT A SINGLE PERSON (OF YOU) HAVE STOPPED BY, BUT DON'T FEEL SO BAD AS 37 MONTHS IN THE SYSTEM GETTING MY TEETH YANKED WITH ZERO FREEZING AND DRUGGED OUT OF MY MIND AND WHEN I CAME BACK HOME ZERO AGAIN


I AM JUST GOING TO GET AS FUCKED AS I CAN AND JUMP INTO A WARM TUB WITH A BIT OF EPSON SALTS AND SMOKE A JOINT OR TWO



I CAN NO LONGER DO MY LIFE AS LONELYNESS WHICH IS A BI-PRODUCT OF STOPPING DRINKING KILLED ME ALSO AS THIS IS THE SHITS AS I ALWAYS HAD PEOPLE OVER UNTIL BLANCHE ARRIVED WITH MELISSA (HER KID) MY EX-WIFE AND I NOW CAN'T GET ANYONE OVER


SO FUCK IT AND I NO LONGER GUVE A SHIT, AS GOD WILL DEAL WITH ALL OF YOU WHEN YOU ALSO GET OLD AND ATTEMPT TO MAKE A LIFESTYLE CHANGE OR


DIE


I AM NOW TIRED OF MANKIND AS EVERYONE BULLSHITS AS THIS BEAUTIFUL HANNA GIRL ON THE PLATFORM SAID SHE WOULD CALL


THIS IS ALL Bs



I NO LONGER EAT NO MORE I DON'T 6 CANS ENSURE (MAYBE)I HATE PAIN AND THIS IS SAD AS I AM THERE All the fucken time now


No now I take TWO OPIATES a day for pain and TWO -THREE JOINTS for the relaxation and it still not enough


The Mistress of The Mad Hatter Experience placement is still open



I am tired and I hurt





I hope you people are all ready and in place as in Canada were likely not as the end is coming and Canadians likely will be walked over


I no longer want to think even about being here as it is over as once people understand the MONEY SYSTEM and or The Crypto System


BOOKS = to gather


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