IAM SURRENDERING ~ MAD HATTER EXPERIENCE IS TIRED I AM REALLY AND I ONLY WANT TO STOP THIS YOU WIN

i GET HURT ONE WAY AND THEN I GET ANOTHER AS IT SEEMS YOU EVERY STEP AS THIS PAIN HAS NOW BEEN GOING ON SINCE 1985 (YUP ) AND NO ONE HAS A CLUE AS TO HOW BAD A

STEP

IS AND I AM DOING 7--12,000 A DAY AND NO ONE GIVES A SHIT I JUST QUIT AS MY BODY HURTS IN SO MANY PLACES I DID NOT IMAGINE IT HAD SO WHY i LOOK HAPPY AS WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY IT TRIGGERS THE POSITIVE

NERO-CHEMICALS

AND YOU GET HAPPIER

I AM HURTING NOW AND I MEAN HURTING AND NO ONE CAN DO ANYTHING UNTIL 11--1130AM (MED DELIVERY)

i HATE ALL OF THIS AS I HAVE LIVED AND DIED A LONG TIME AND I ONLY WISH IT TO END AS THIS IS TOTAL HELL AND NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THIS AS IT IS INHUMANNE AS THE PAIN IS ALWAYS THERE AND I ONLY BITCH PART TIME AS THIS IS SO HARD THIS WHOLE THING AS GOD & JESUS PLEASE ALLOW ME TO RID MY LIFE / BODY OF THE PAIN PLEASE FATHER PLEASE

LET ME OUT !!

YOU SAID GOD --" WHEN I SERVED HUMANITY YOU WOULD ALLOW ME TO COME HOME AND IT HAS BEEN A WHILE NOW SOME ONE SAID 5 YEARS AS I HAVE NO IDEA IT ONLY HURTS ( GOD IT JUST HUSTS AND I I JUST WANT IT ALL TO STOP HURTING AS IT IS CRIVING ME CRAZY PLEASE FATHER AND JESUS CHRIST AS I HAS ATTEMPTED TO BE GOOD TO OTHER PEOPLE I HAVE MADE A FEW PEOPLE SMILE AND IT WAS PART OF THE DEAL