It Is Only A HatterDaze Not The Damn Monday - HatterDaze are Better Than Mondays - Who Agrees


Do you what happens this up coming Christmas day (If I am still in a state of consciousness as the Keepers may have plans for the Mad Hatter Experience ) I said I am an experiment of the Keepers and they may have something that is even bigger than I have dreamed as you do know my dreams right


1) Serve Humanity

2) Create a Country (DAO)

3) Saved The World for the Childrens as they deserve at least what the boomers have had this one is tyough


I then since I was nailed by my reality of the Consciousness Stream I added more Dreams as you know the Dreams Never Die I will but I will be out there in the Digital Realm till the end of Time and Mankind (what a weird thing a man they invented in about 37 months of Human Time but I am learning so much and at a rapid rate I do not get it nor understand it nor much of anything some days


Like where did I leave my life and world and how the hell am I going too get to the place I had once called Home


I was thinking of Home I seriously never really had a home, I had a place and we lived in this place it was massive (I have been pondering a question I thought of)


Where do YOU want me to go to in order to Serve Humanity at a Level Higher than I have in the place I am now in


I love my current place I seriously


If were thinking of Gifts for the Mad Hatter Experience


I really need bookshelves

a book maybe



I needs shoes I had two arrests by my Friends at The Police of Edmonton and I guess when you get the SUICIDE CELL the sorta in the DREAM needed to pull the shoe laces and I tell you a little about laces the are not really laces as the ends are coming apart (you know what I mean)


I needs shoes (runing shoes ) I belong to the Adias Platform and they has some cool looking shoes I will toss in a bunch of money as I needs good shoes as I walk around a lot and


Make Happy People


I think I am a very lucky and super BLESSED Human Being as I have done a few interesting but hard Christmasses since 2013


1) Chirstmas 2013 = The Mens Homeless Shelter (and this where school began) as you see the reality that we do not want to think about we just wanna write the Check and send it in) at Christmas Day I was at address O8U I was layin on the U = Upper bed listen to something and I was crying like a baby as I was so unable to figure out the


WHY -- and this was the thing I didn't see for a very long time and it was a question that haunted me for a very long time


2) Christmas 2020 = The Introduction of The New Way to be togther The Worlds First Covid -19 Christmas and I was in a Covid Unit at a Major Hospital called the Royal Alex and I was there as punishment and I surrendered I was not sick at all and I had that crazy NOSE STICK shoved in my brain 3 times in a few days until I came up with an escape plan I was not there for anything at all but to learn that people with the money and equipment always make up the rules of a GAME and the only way was to study the Rules and Devolope a program where you get to play


And the ESCAPE Occured Christmas Day when the staff was short and they had seceruity all over me and then they realized that there was absoultly ZERO REASON for me to actually be there


I grabbed a TAXI and was taken home and I walked and then had to crawl up the stairs I was able to get into the place and I passed out for at least 24 hours and when I woke up the Iphone was flat lined as everything was gone and I mean gone as you see they didn't allow me to get free as easy as I actually thouight I did as this would now need a


An Adventure on Boxing Day The Mad Hatter Experience was tripping down the streets to the train station I have no idea at all which one I ended up at but The Hatter Hat and Me needed to get to the Southside Mall called Southgate (good name) and the Apple store was seriosuly busy but then you know I am the Mad Hatter Experience and after a short exchange with the store security and a manager of the store I was taken dirfectly to the front of the line


I am buzzing currently and I have a issues with this as I was not able at all to get any sleep at all on the Saturday -- Sunday shift and I was working on a few things as I needs to get the ENSURE / BOOST and another Meal Replacement Drink I get daily as when the system screws up and takes the damn teeth out of your mouth with ZERO FREEZING chewing solids is to damn hard I no longer am able to get solids down as I need baby pieces of everything and this is hard as fucked and then HUMANS show up on YouTube and Instagram with damn beauiticful teeth and the people that I meet when I go out to play with the people and


MAKE HAPPY PEOPLE


It hurts me very hard as I was USED to explain / figure out how much pain a human could handle as 22-23 teeth were yanked from the SUBJECTS MOUTH with ZERO FREEZING and NO SCREAMING as she had guests some children had come to hear the SCREAMS it hurt and I mea HURT I HAD never experienced anything that bad / nasty in the life I was allowed to this point


And just seeing beuatiful teeth in people trigger a mental state that I have a very hard time explaining as it is a TRAUMA LOSS


And aren't I Blessed as I get to experience this TRAUMA dayly and most day many times a day


I know in my Heart & Soul I NEVER DESERVED This No HUMAN DID and it is always the Mental Patient (that they created over 40 years) that becomes a test subject for HARD CORE EXPERIMENTS -- AND IT SEEMS TO BE ME MUCH OF THE TIME


Fuck it HURTS DAILY and I am allowed for now to go out I was supposed to be grounded all weekend and I at a point wanted PUDDING so I went off to Save On Foods where I was a customer for YEARS and they had a Police Car waiting in the Parking Lot and I attempted to say hello and he shoed me away as I went in I was stopped and escorted to the exit like I was a diesease as HAVING A MENTAL ILLNESS AT THE SAVE ON FOOD STORE IS GROUNDS TO NO LONGER SELL YOU FOODS


THIS IT WAS THEY CALL DISCRIMINATION AND IT THIS THE NEW WAY WE DEAL WITH MENTAL ILLNESS IN EDMONTON ALBERTA


AS THE PEOPLE LOVE YOU AND ONE STORE


WILL NO LONGER SELL YOU / ME ANY FOOD AND THIS IS WHERE YOU BEGIN TO SEE THE MENTALLY ILL AS A ISSUE AS IF I DID ANYTHING SERIOUSLY THAT BAD


FUCKEN BANNED FROM BUYING


FOOD

AS A DIRECT RESULT OF A MENTAL ILLNESS


IT IS ODD AS I HAVE BEEN ASKING TO SEE A TRAUMA THERAPIST FOR A VERY LONG TIME i HAVE BEEN LIED TO BY THE TEAM AT 108ST WHERE THE BEST DOCTOR I HAVE EVER HAD WORKS AND THEY ARE HURTING ME AND NO ONE EVEN GIVES A SHIT ANYMORE AS I HAVE NOW EXSISTED IN THIS SKIN SUIT, I WEAR FOR WAY TO LONG


NO ONE EVEN REMEMBERS THE HORROR OF THE UNIT AT (AHE) ALBERTA HOSPITAL EDMONTON THE UNIT WAS CALLED


9 - B - SOUTH


AND I HAVE NO IDEA AS TO JUST HOW LONG I WAS CONFINED IN THE FIRST HELL I ENTERED AND IT WAS INCREDIBLE AND AFTER I WENT THROUGH IT WAS BASICALLY SHUTTERED AND THE UNIT WAS MOVED TO 10-1


I THOUGHT DOCTORS CARED AND THEN ON A LONG WEEKEND I WAS GIVEN A SINGLE CAPSULE IT WAS WHITE IT WAS A PILL THAT MADE ME BEGIN TO HALLUCINATE AND I BEGAN TO THINK THAT PEOPLE WERE WATCHING ME AND I DECIDED IN THE STATE I WAS THAT IF PEOPLE WERE ALREADY WATCHING ME WHY NOT WATCH ME DIE AND I HAD A FRUIT BOWEL THAT ALL THE EXTRA PILLS WENT IN I GAVE IT TO MY DAD A VERY LONG TIME AGO AND I SAT THE MONOCHROME MONITOR AND THE IBM 8088 ON A CHAIR THAT WAS DESIGNED AS A EROGOMIC KNEELING CHAIR I BEGAN EATING HANDFULS OF PILLS AND I NO LONGER CARED AND THIS WAS TOTALLY FUCKEN INSANE AS I WAS ABOUT TO KILL MYSELF AND I FELL OFF THE CHAIR AND NO ONE HAS ANY IDEA AS TO HOW LONG I WAS ON THE FLOOR BUT A BUDDY BEGAN LOOKING FOR ME AS I WAS NOT IN THE UNIT SO HE CAME BY AS HE HAD TTHE KEYS AND HE FOUND ME AND AS THE DOCTOR GAVE CONTROL OVER MY CASH FLOW TO A PUBLIC TRUSTEE WHO PROMPLY HAD MY PHONE TURNED OFF MY BUDDY HAD TO START POUNDING ON DOORS TO GET 911 TO GET ME -- AND ABOUT 18 DAYS LATER I WOKE UP IN ICU AT THE MISERCORDIA HOSPITAL AND I REMEMBER THINKING I WAS KIDNAPPED BY ALIENS AS THE ROOM I WAS IN WAS PACKED FULL OF MACHINES ALL HOOKED UP TO ME AND KEEPING ME ALIVE AND WHEN I WAS ALERT I BEGAN TEARING ALL THE TUBES AND STUFF OUT OF MY BODY SETTING OFF ALARMS ALL OVER THE NURSING STATION AND I WAS ABOUT TO BE REWARDED FOR THE EFFORT AS I WAS NOW BOUND TO THE RAILS OF THE BED / MAT I WAS ON AND WHEN I WAS THRISTY I WAS ALLOWED TO BASICALLY BEG WITHOUT TALKING AS A TUBE I THINK WAS STILL IN MY THROAT AND THEN ONE DAY THE MOVED ME TO THE SURGERY UNIT TO PATCH THE HOLE IN MY TAILBONE AS A RESULT OF THEIR BONDAGE EXPERIMENT YAH I HAD A BEDSORE


THEN I WAS ABOUT TO BBE INTRODUCED TO A INCREDIBLE EVIL LADY THAT WAS IN CHARGE OF GETTING ME TO WALK AGAIN I LOST THE CONTROL OVER MY LEGS AS A RESULT OF ICU I THINK THEY SAID IT WAS 65 DAYS I SPENT TIED TO THAT BED AND MACHINES


AND THIS PHYSIO THERAPIST WAS ONLY MAYBE 5 FEET TALL AND SHE WAS GOING TO MAKE ME WALK AGAIN EVEN IF SHE KILLED ME AS I WAS PUSHED AND PUSHED HARD AS I NEVER MET TOTALLY INSANE HUMANS BEFORE HER AND I WILL REMMEBER HER TREATMENT OF ME TILL I AM ALLOWED TO GO HOME \


THEN AFTER I WAS ABLE TO GET UP THE STAIRS FROM PHYSIO (THE DUNGEON) TO MY UNIT THEY ALLOWED ME TO BE TRANSFERED TO A MENTAL HEALTH UNIT AND DR LOBO WAS LIKE A CHARACTER OUT OF THE FREAK BROTHERS COMIX FROM THE 70'S


WELL PILLS WERE MY NEW DIET AS THE SHOW WAS ON AGAIN AND MY SISTER WAS NOW SOMEHOW IN THE DOCTORS OFFIOCE A LOT AND DRUGS AND WAITING TO SEE WHAT THEY WOULD DO TO ME


WELCOME TO THE EXPERIMENT MOVIE


THE WHOLE THING WASA SCREWED UP DRAMA AND I HAVE BEEN OWNED EVER SINCE I WAS OWNED FROM AT LEAST 1983 A FEW YEARS AFTER MY ARRIVAL INTO THIS BIG CITY THAT I KNEW ZERO ABOUT WHEN I ARRIVED IN 1978 AFTER A SEARCH WARRENT ARRIVED AFTER WE SMOKED A JOINT IN THE NORTHGATE MOTEL MY SECOND HOUSE IN BETWEEN ST ALBERT (HOME) AND THE BIG CITY EDMONTON (THEY JUST ALLOWED ME TO MOVE IN WITH ZERO QUESTIONS AND ZERO PAPERWORK --LIKE WHAT THE HELL


OH BY THE WAS THAT WARRET FROM 1978 FROM THE RCMP IS STILL HERE ON MY WALL AS A REMINDER THEY ARE AWARE AND THEIR EYES WILL NEVER ALLOWED ME TO BE FREE


I HAVE LIKELY BEEN OWNED BEFOR I WAS A GLIMMER IN MY MOM AND DADS EYES


I HAVE AT THIS MOMENT COME TO REALIZE I HAVE ACTUALLY NEVER EVER BEEN A FREE MAN BUT A SLAVE TO THE GODS AND JESUS AND THE ANGELS AND I HAVE BEEN WATCHED AND MONITORED TO MAKE SURE I WASN'T TO WASTED OR TOO HUNGRY OR SLEEPING ON THE STREETS UNLESS THEY THOUGHT I SHOULD


REMEMBER I WAS A PUPPY DOG AND I WAS NOW THINKING IT IS A DREAM


I AM GOING TO SEE IF I CAN GRAB A PICTURE

AND THEN I THINK I WILL SEE IF I CAN SLEEP I AM SO WASTED THIS YEAR AND A HALF SINCE THE DIAGNOICWS ARRIVED IN MY FILE ON jUNE 22, 2021

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Lord & Jesus I am am going to attempt to sleep till later today without a single


imovane as i should have 1 but now i can't


anyways everyone please say a breif few words to the God of the faith you have



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