July 1, 2022:~ Happy Birthday To Canada A Country That JAILS RAPE VICTIMS IN Edmonton Alberta WOW?
Tonight I was asked by a Crisis Line worker who was in SHOCK that I was put in a JAIL CELL for seeking Help Over Taking My Own Life -- she asked me if I was going downtown to make others Happy On Canada Day ? ( Canada's Birthday ) 155 Years Old ( and a lot of white man destruction of the rest of the Population Of Canada ) and today the celebration in Ottawa will not be help on the Ottawa Center Area as The Elite Do Not Want The Masses there to make a mess and they have brought in Multiple Police Agencies ( well the Rif-Raf of the Population Of Canada no longer get to actually travel to The City, Provinces and Federal Area--- And once again Protests will show up... and I am only going on my regular route as after a session in a PRISON forced to be in a room with a 1000 Watt Bulb on 24 hours a day hooked to Video and the Fred Flintstone Bed ( a slab of ROCK ) There was nothing to do as laying done would cause me flashback pain in my lower back and I was unable to have anything to read and it was pretty much a sensory deprivation unit and a human could go MAD in this place as I was not so pleasing for a 61 Year Old Male with Chronic Back Problems that begun when at a Job in 1985 the same period that I was placed upon a broken traction unit and basically ripped apart for the CRIME I WAS A WORKER IN ALBERTA --- This string of Mental Illnesses 5 came along later after my mind / brain was mixed in with tons of ( we have no idea on short term or longer term harm from these BIG PHARMA MEDICINES
The Actual RAPE VICTIM AT THE HANDS OF A CATHOLIC PRIEST
I was a child when I was Sexually Assaulted and then I somehow blocked / deleted it due to the incredible pain it brought when it occurred until June 22, 2021 a few weeks after the Current ( at that time from 2016 --2022 Mental Doctor ) said this is what our minds do to protect us --- she then brought out the New Illness Labeling Gun & Punched in A Few Buttons and wow result no Schizoaffective Disorder no more and now it was PTSD and I thought only Veterans in The Army ( Military ) ( Police ) etc could get this as I never knew much about this AT ALL as all I was doing was making sure my Schizoaffective Disorder was stable as I wanted not another day to 30 in an Asylum ( for screwing up and getting sick again as it was always MY FAULT if and WHEN I GOT SICK this is like a Cancer Sufferer blaming his / herself for relapses and al my behaviors were always on the CUTTING BLOCK as they lock your ass up when we get sick ( and this is a the Provincially Run Asylum is a Hell Place To Be -- as I still hear the STEEL DOOR IN THE FRONT OF THE UNIT WAS WE HAD OPENED IT THE LOUD BANG 100'S OF TIMES A DAY ( BANG BANG BANG ) DAY IN AND DAY OUT
This is like a Prison as you do as they say even if it is wrong
Today I have a segment of the popualtion should be mentally abused and tortured for ever thing that
A Evolved Society treats the sick with the harshest treatment that is possible like
And no one I talked to understands this charge why can I seek out Mental Health Help when I am in a SUICIDAL PHASE of my PTSD or Other Mental Illness
I have been reading tonight online about Prisons and Books and I was DENIED a Simple Book to fill the time I was in the CELL ALONE BUT WITH ONLY MY THOUHTS adn coming from my Home Base Library of 1000's to ZERO was a MIND FUCK TOTALLY as this was like the TV Breaking in the middle or the World Series and you / not having the money to repair the TV
I had $20 in my possessions so a single book should have been no ISSUE EXCEPT THAT THE PEOPLE THAT ORDERED MY INCARERATION WANTED ME TO SUFFER GREATLY AND TO FEEL THE PAIN F NOTHING AGAIN AS NOT EVEN A BIBLE WAS OFFERED ( i EXPERIENCED SENSORY DEPRIVATION ) AND MY THOUGHTS BEGAN TO CONSUME MY BRAIN AS I WAS NOT ALLOWED TO DO ANYTHING SO i BEGAIN THE ART OF THOUGHT AND WORDS ( LOUD ) AND IT WAS HORRIBLE TO EVERYONE
THE EDMONTON, SUICIDE LINES FUNDED BY THE ALBERTA PROVINCIAL GOVERNMENT DECIDED TO HAVE ME LOCKED UP AND ON CHARGES FOR SEEKING SUICIDE HELP
JULY 19. 2022, I AM DUE IN COURT CMO AT 2PM CALL THE COURT IF YOUR GOING TO ATTND WITH ME AS A BT OF SUPORT
i was RAPED AS A ELEMENTARY SCHOOL CHILD AND LOCKED UP FOR SEEKING HELP WITH TE EMOTIONS ON JUNE 28, 2022
SUPPORT YOU can make is via your interact at lucien@madhatterexperience.com and even a nickel will be great
Thank YOU ALL & GOD BLESS
Lucien The Light II
my sleep time since JAIL TIME has been full of vivid nightmares every night so far so needless to say i am no longer getting much sleep anymore
and i am always tired a
Chapter in the my book I am working of called
RAPED ( as a child ) & JAILED ( as a child / adult )
Child Adult = I never had any chance ever to grow up as a man as I don't see many men walking around with the MASSIVE GREEN DOLLARS IN ( BUT NOT FOR ME AS YOU GET TO FEEL GOOD WHEN YOU SEE & FEEL ME ALL FOR FREE )
AND THIS IS COOL AS A MOVIE FOR 2 IS $ 30 A MAN OR WOMAN PANHANDLING GETS $ 50 TO 100$ A DAY ON THE STREETS
AND YOU FEEL A ZERO IS ALL I SHOULD GET ---- I HAVE BEEN TREATED BAD AND YOU HAVE EVEN DONE THIS
lucien@madhatterexperience.com
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THANK YOU THE BOY / MAN OF EDMONTON
GOD BLESS YA ALL
LUCIEN THE LIGHT II