July 18, 2021 ~ I AM ~ A Slave And Have Been Since 1983 = 38 Long Years Base On 100% Subjectivity

I was raised in the era where we actually trusted the doctor to do what was right as the doctor was our neighbor ( really, only a few houses away ) and I hung out as his house with his kids and they at our house 1961-1978 Gresham Blvd in St Albert, Alberta Canada

Medications can be an issue and a burden with negative effects on health and behavior - Medications can be a life stigma that impacts victims life and mental well being,

Since I got hooked into a system that I had zero idea as to how it was all linked towards making the keepers of my life and soul

It was 1983 when I was hooked into the system of Medications and Doctors that are on the payroll of Big Pharma -- it is all linked towards one thing and that is to get the patient / victim hooked up on as many

And so it happened this way -- Please do NOT Follow this path as it has been hoorid as they the system EXPERIMENTS on your mind / body

Then they brought forward the INJECTION ( NOT the VAXX ) but an injection that totally based on her subjectivity which is based on a session every one ( 1 ) month or longer, and for a 30 minute session and that is enough to decide upon on my future well being

My injection program began on September 10, 2018 with that first long walk down the green hallway, never to come back until I finally decided NO MORE on June 18, 2021 and my last injection was May 21, 2021

Then I need to look at how sick I became after that injection as on October 15, 2021 just a short 35 days later I would be sore everywhere and I was scared as I was walking a lot 10 plus km a day and it now hurt, so I went to see another doctor ( my personal family doctor that I had since 2011 ) and I trusted her with my life

Well I was seriously put through tests that day, blood was done the next day and I was at home when the call came and my CK Levels were at 2,195

CK stands for creatine kinase, an enzyme that leaks out of damaged muscle. When elevated CK levels are found in a blood sample, it usually means muscle is being destroyed by some abnormal process, such as a muscular dystrophy or inflammation.

Normal levels are In a healthy adult, the serum CK level varies with a number of factors (gender, race and activity), but normal range is 22 to 198 U/L (units per liter). Higher amounts of serum CK can indicate muscle damage due to chronic disease or acute muscle injury.

Okay I was seriously scared at this as I knew zero about this when it went down all I knew was I hurt everywhere and the pain medications were not helpful

I would be in the ER of my local hospital on the 16th scared I was going to die as this was the scariest event in my health life as I never had a serious physical health issue until this point it was horrible as I was immediately admitted when I got to the hospital and this was not going to be the last time ... and yes I had done mental hospitals ( only because I bought into the mental illness profile ) they at the ER dropped my levels to 1,301 ( which was also my apartment unit ) before I was sent on my EXILE that would last 37 months

And I was health up until this point and drugs ( prescription ) can cause elevated levels and I had just started a new medicine ( on September 10, 2018 )

That fateful day I was also the beneficiary of my doctors resident finding a old bedsore that was not bothering me at all and she sent me for treatment and that would take place on October 25, 2018 this was to be the last day of my normal life as they cut me open by December 31, 2018 and did a bone biopsy while I was fully conscious ( it was designed to cause me as much pain as possible - and it did ). After the doctor cut me open ( awake ) she stroked my head like I was a puppy and said " I have never seen anything like it, and stroke my head again it will be alright " oh I wish I knew how to not trust at this stage but there doctors and I was raised as a child to trust doctors

Up until this point I was clean of Opiates and the wound was now a level 9+ in pain and I would be taken by EPS to the ER on January 3, 2019 after the EPS were at my place also the night before

The ER Doctor was good and she knew I was not drug seeking and it would take her all night and till 1pm to try and convince me to take a Tylenol # 3 as it has Codeine in its a minor Opiate but I saw it as a system breakdown as I got clean on November 9, 2010 when I had to get myself ( and I had no help getting clean off the Methadone ) as I was TOLD I would never get clean ( NEVER is a VERY LONG TIME ) and I didn't see the challenge in that

The ER Doctor could NOT convince me to take the Tylenol # 3 and she referred me to my family doctor to continue to work on me as I was NOT taking the pills and my family doctor nailed me somehow likely due to the fact that I had just spent 12 hours in the ER and I was just plain tired of it all -- she wore me down and I left with a prescription for a narcotic called Tylenol # 3 -- that was the day I died really as I would give up -- and then I was reading that mixing this drug with the drug that I had to be injected with had some really twisted side effects

I was on the Methadone for pain control and the pain would come back as I cut the amount of Methadone down

Back to " The Prison Of The Mind " I am now leaving care of my mental health team as they have caused me nothing but grief in the last few days July 14 - 16 - 2021 it is amazing as I really do not need to be abused more

The High Cost Of Mental Health is actually lower than you think as it get a Associate Minister whose office is to stressed out itself to return numerous telephone inquiry's that I have left for them 3- 4

No wonder the health care is basically non existent as the budget keeps getting chopped as the number of clients increases as it is 1 in 5 or 20% of Albertan's will have some Mental Health Issue in their life times and the budget is

Budget estimates for mental health and addictions released Thursday maintain the province’s original plan of $140 million over four years, first announced in 2019

Alberta's budget, released Thursday, includes an increase to health spending and at least $1.1 billion to fight COVID-19 and another $1.25 billion in pandemic spending if needed. That's on top of $5.8 billion in COVID-19 spending last year. The health budget is to rise by about $1 billion to $21.4 billion.

I have only lost 38 years of my LIFE and as far as anyone seems to know this is my ONLY chance at bat in this game of LIFE

And now my Doctor doesn't believe me on some of the events that occurred in my life to me and I am left again pretty much playing defense with my Doctor

I just do NOT want to play anymore as I am old and tired and in pain physcially and mentally

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