July 25, 2022:~ So No Mental Health Workers Are Attempting to Tell The Mad Hatter Experience

How I should live my life -- ( don't feed the poor ) SCREW YOU as I am no longer attempting

Today I end my life \

Oh the POPE is in TOWN dealing with ( CSA ) Childhood Sexual Abuse ) its a thing now!!

But for Lucien Faciote and all the people I make happy supoosedly I am truly sorry but only a few times did anyone stop and ask if I was alright (a few times in 5 long years) pretty good and from 2500 cards I have had but 1 call back and my number ( IS ) on the cards I have given out ---

So I make you HAPPY yah right I no longer believe this

the medicine I recieve ( which is supposedly maxed out lasts till 2-3 PM this is for PAIN CONTROL )

NOT ONE PERSON HAS ASKED IF I NEED ANY HELP ABOUT THE HOUSE

NOT ONE

TODAY THE GIRL FROM MY RENTAL COMPANY WAS BY AND WHEN THE DOOR OPENED SHE TOOK A FEW STEPS BACK -- I AM AM ALSO IT SEEMS LIVIN IN A SAUNA

AS SHE WAS LEAVING SHE KINDLY SAID YOU CAN OPEN A WINDOW AS SWEAT STARTED ON HER FACE ( SORRY ) THE WINDOW WAS OPEN THE TEMP DOWN AND THIS HAS BEEN THE WAY THIS PLACE HAS BEEN FOR THREE SUMMERS

THE SIGN BELOW IS FROM THE LYIN LAWYER ELVIS WHO SAID HE WOULD HELP ME OUT IF I NEED EXTRAS ( I CAN'T HOWEVER GET BY THE GAT KEEPER WHO LIKLELY HAS ORDERS TO NOT LET ME THOUGH ) THE IS WHY I AM TAKING MY LIFE AS SOON AS I GATHER A FEW SUPPLIES AS I DO NOT WANT TO BE HERE NO MORE WHEN I GET GET HELP FROM NO ONE

GOOD BYE

I JUST WENT OVER MY CALL LIMIT OF 1 CALL SET UP MY A THERSAPIST WHO SET UP ONE CALL A DAY THEN WAS FIRED

SO GOOD BYE AS YOU PEOPLE ARE SUICIDAL YOURSEVES AS LOOK AT THE MESS YOU ARE DOING TO YOUR PLANET -- AND THAT IS YOU DOING -- NOT BE DOING AS NOW I AM DONE WITH EARTH

iM NEED A BOTTLE AND SOME WEEDS ( AND THAT IS GOING TO BE TAKEN CARE OF IN THE NEXT FEW HOURS AS I HAVE 25 SLEEPERS AND A NICE BATHTUB AND WARN WATER AND SOME EPSON SALTS )

BE WELL POPE AND DON'T FUCKE LITTLE BOYS AND GIRLS NO MORE AS THEY WILL BE WATCHING ( MINE YOU FROM WHAT I HAVE READ THEY ARE DOING IT TOO ) SO i ONLY CARE ABOUT THE KIDS ATHAT YOU ARE SCREWING UP FOR LIFE AS YOU DESTROYEED MY LIFE AT 9-10 AND THEN TOOK MY DAD AT 13 / 14 AND I HAD ZERO FUCKEN HELP FROM ANYONE AND THIS INCLUDES MY FAMILY AND RELATIVES UNTIL LATELY AND THAT HELP IS CONTINGINGANT ON ME OBEYING HER

RULES

SO THE DAMN EXPERIEMNET CONTININUES AND HAS NEEN RUNNING FOR 51 YEARS NON STOP -- TODAY I DECIDE TO END IT FINALLY AS I CAN NO LONGER TAKE THIS AS YOU ALL WANT ME TO FEEL AS MUCH PAIN AS I POSSIBLY CAN AND FINALLY TODAY I SAY

ENOUGH

THIS IS THE WAY IT IS

I TRIED TO MAKE YOU SMILE AND LAUGH BUT IN TIME YOU WANTED MORE AND MORE

TODAY I SAY GOOD BYE

YOU KILLED EVERYONE ( MALE ) IN MY FAMILY ASSURING THE NAME WOULD END AND THIS WAS THE GOAL AS NOW THE

AGE OF EXTINCTION

KICKS UP A BUNCH OF NOTCHES AND I FINALLY AM LEAVING

AND ITS DONE

THANK YOU ELVIS IGINLA FOR ALL THE LIES SINCE MY DOCTOR AND ME DISCOVERED THE

RAPE BY THE CATHOLIC PRIEST AFTER HE GOT WHAT HE WANTED FROM ME IN CONFESSIONIAL ( THEY BROUGHT THE BOOTHS INTO THE GYM IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL ) AND FORCED US TO CONFESS EVERYTHING THEY WANTED AND THAT WAS TRULY THE DAY MY LIFE ENDED

GOOD BYE PEOPLE -- THANKS FOR EXPERIMENTING ON MY MIND / BRAIN / BODY TILL I HAD ZERO FIGHT LEFT AND I JUST WENT AWAY

BYE