July 6, 2021~ I'm Screwed As I Am A Rat In A Box In A World I Did Not Invent Or Create~Designed By?

The tale of the Rat King begins as the experiments begin as a name came up 3x today as a result of the weirdness that I experienced as a child ( 9 - 10 years old )

I am to focus on my breathe work ( in for 4 hold 2 exhale 4 ) and I am to do this 2 x a day ( I did 3 x today ) as now I have gone to my library and with all the books in no rational order I found breath walk by Gurucharan Singh Khalsa Ph D and the Yogi Bahjan Ph D here is the link if you are interested https://amzn.to/3qQwGhu

I feel lost right now -- really lost -- and very, very confused more confused than I have ever been, and I am craving CHEESE

So today I pretty much signed up for an experiment ( research ) to help with Trauma and PTSD ( They Know ) I am hurting big time and I am down what went down a very long time ago a very, very long time ago when I was a child a young boy at 9 -10 years of age and the stupid church me and my family attended is damn responsible for how this shit show turned out as the priest that did confession at Albert Lacombe elementary school while I was in grade 5 well he in a matter of a few moments destroyed my entire family and I would block everything out till June 22, 2021 when I had a memory unfold about some of the stuff a damn priest did to me -- FUCK ( yup ) that is what he actually did unto me but they have the confessional and it seems that the whole crime syndicate knows what they are doing so they institute " The Fine Art of The Cover Up " which if anyone is even paying attention they the Church has been doing for a very long time ( I can't believe it myself ) as I was member of the church up until covid started around March 2020 and then they closed their doors as I wonder NOW what went of behind closed doors

I understand a lot more now as it even explains the 37 month exile that I was placed on to focus and be experimented upon as it all was a experiment all of my life was a freaken experiment as I am a rat in the lab of the mental health system to test and test drugs and more drugs on me ( I am on day 18 without a chemical that I was coerced to take ) and I am I feel okay. In that 37 months I was housed in about 15 labs ( test facility's ) until I got here and then I have had 4-5 different landladies since I moved here in 2016 yes I have been here for 4 years 9 months and a few days -- as the experiment continued on me

And now since i have pushed the " HOT BUTTONS " On The Psychiatric Gulag Systems Of Alberta -- I have been drafted into a program called The E.M.D.R. Study which is,

What is EMDR therapy?

Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) therapy is an interactive psychotherapy technique used to relieve psychological stress. It is a treatment for trauma and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD).

During EMDR therapy sessions, you relive traumatic or triggering experiences in brief doses while the therapist directs your eye movements.

EMDR is thought to be effective because recalling distressing events is often less emotionally upsetting when your attention is diverted. This allows you to be exposed to the memories or thoughts without having a strong psychological response.

Once again they are not really sure what or how this conceptualized treatment actually works ( but they have money for a 12 week, 2 -90 -minute sessions a week cash flow )

How would you enjoy, an Medical / Mental Experiment be ran on your kids or husband or wife as this shit goes back to 1970 / 71 it now seems as I have always been under the microscope ever since the time of being 9-10 years ~ and the Rat in The Experiment regains consciousness and the pieces begin to fit

And Millionaires and Billionaires are somewhat invested in the Experiment some good and some bad ( white & black )

They all destroyed my family and used me as a Rat in Their Labs that they have scattered all around us as the labs are everywhere we go, from cradle to grave were the amusement for the elite few ( you actually think that they are watching Netflix lol I think that is funny as that is a trap as how many minutes did your spend last week on Netflix Bet you don't know that -- But THEY know as were data flow stations being milked for data and THEY know everything about us) well you as I opted out of the game along time ago ) ~ except from a blog I guess

I got to go--- as the house is spinning BUT I understand it is VERTIGO

Who Moved My Cheese ---- https://amzn.to/2THSL5M

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