Mad Hatter Finally Goes To Far -- FINDS -- Himself & Love

I looked into my Heart and Soul on a Deeper and Deepest Level I ever have:


I have re-played / re-run my little life / world back and forth in as many directions as is humanly possible in the last 8-9 days (Oct 4, - Oct 13) *since the [intervention] was instigated to save my screwed up life from the damn HOLE that "invaded" my body / mind / life a few years short of a year now (HOLE discovery was Oct 15, 2018)


This has been the worst year of my entire 58+ long life, (the way I feel / pain level +9) again after "THEY" (two wound tech nurses, at the hospital who would NOT listen and actually didn't even care about ME as a person_ decided "without" my permission nor my consent ether verbal or in writing, STUCK a measuring stick into a HOLE that was finally given the "It Has Healed" words but my Plastic Surgeon after 310 days or 10 months, 6 days of incredible pain and suffering and a hospitalization for 47 days a surgery that makes my damn ASS look like a butterball turkey at Thanksgiving


I am now once again suffering as when I went in the pain was between levels 1-2 and I was walking upright like a human being (now) 3 days after the RAPE of a Body Part of MINE, I walk like a monkey and my pain level is 7-9.5 (today I was actual in need of help to get home on a walk that used to take 10-15 minutes today it was 50+ minutes)


They *the two wound tech nurses* violated my life, my heart and my soul


Tomorrow I now need too (allow) a nurse I may have only known for a shift or two to inject me with a drug were (my team in the community) only on dose 3 (tomorrow) and


I need to TRUST


But why?

Because they (Doc, Nurses) will take my privileges away, I have no CTO (community treatment order) I have never missed an injection since they began on September 10, 2018 i take all my oral (pills) medications,


I didn't break the RULES or LAWS


I am NOT a Criminal



They stuck a STICK in a wound that was according to my team HEALED


AM I AN EXPERIMENT??


AND I BEGGED -- MY MENTAL HEALTH NURSE WAS ALSO IN THE ROOM AND SHE WAS NO SUPPORT AT ALL


Do we take advantage of physically and mentally of victims of horrible illnesses (mental health)


We do this on a system wide structure:


Hey you like what I do for YOU ALL


Is it worth the extra $1,072 I am allowed to earn on the AISH system

YOU ALL already OWN ME, I AM A PET - PROPERTY

I will mentor the kids about drugs, booze smokes, Opiates -- entertain the seniors in extended houses


Health care is a $22 Billion a year system and I seem to understand sides a lot of people do NOT


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