Mental Illness Comes Secondary


I had my Wound Care Program closed on March 16, 2020 just 2 days after we found out news that COVID -19 had arrived on March 14, 2020


I was left to my own devices --- and I had then to deal with

the worlds worst Mental Illness = Schizophrenia, / Schizoaffective Disorder and I have done everything everyone (medical / mental) HEALTH

Has asked of me as I line up every 28 days for an injection of Invega

I have struggled with the "pain" from the [ wound ] and the [ mental illness ] of which "THEY" say 5% of us have


Isolation --Therapy --they have done unto me, is to shut me off from Services an Albertan / Canada deserves (I didnt say entitled to)


when I walked out the door or window of Sigmund's, reality back on September 4, 2013 I came out less than I am today, emotionally and physically


So it took 2508 days ago (6 years, 10 months, 14 days) I couldn't / didn't imagine any thing at all the things with which you would throw at me as a society


Think about changing a life totally from the top to bottom: in that span of time


Now I am set to make you smile

tonight I am done its way too hard


And I have seen others suffer along with me this time

W.O.W. -- That is weird


So we have a Health Care System that has become unresponsive to ("people") [used lightly] like me as they have invented care plans that can NOT work when YOU as a Nurse tell me to see my Family Doc (who doesn't work on nights / weekends) and as a Nurse YOU know this


So what you are telling me is that I am supposed to shut up and suffer as there is NO HELP no more (in Fact The Treatment Ended) 124 days ago, (4 months, 2 days)


When The Health Care System walked away leaving me unto my own.


With words like (YOU ''me") know what to do to distract myself

OK -- I will write about my care


And how a hole (bedsore) that began on October 15, 2018 with a hole the size of a dime and grew and grew till well I needed surgery on it by a plastic surgeon that was April 11, 2019 and then, well the worst thing occured it opened again with the creature from the slimy pit of Hell called


A tunneling wound or sinus tract is a narrow opening or passageway underneath the skin that can extend in any direction through soft tissue and results in dead space with potential for abscess formation.


And it grew also -- and still I get days with some pain, today the opposite is true


good night

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