My Best Friend AK38 Said`

You need a consultant not a friend, you hurt your friends with your out of control attitude and fear.

Once upon a time I still could return to the "bottle" no matter how bad I had bee that day, tonight even she mocks me and I am so alone -- and frightened

I am not a real grown up like you -- the pain has caused so much havoc the booze the rest

the relationship I had with the Bottle was incredible as she "was there" (no I wasn't)and this is hard (80 months 18 days sober) fuck --and I still cant grow up after 38 years of being a drunk and I never will

I am needing a friend right now

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