NEVER GONNA BE HURT AGAIN -- EVER AS I FIGURED A WAY AROUND IT, and...

TODAY ONCE AGAIN I WAS HURT AND I HAVE A POLICE PAPER THAT SAYS I CAN'T SAY SHIT BACK SO I WILL SUFFER LIKE ALWAYS TILL THE SUFFERING IS DONE AND I SUFFER NO MORE AS THIS IS ALL BULLSHIT AND I NEVER HAVE TO EVER SUFFER FOR HUMANITY AGAIN AS I HAVE BEEN IN MASSIVE PAIN FOR A FEW YEARS ANC THEN HAD TO RESUME OPIATES (AND I GET ZERO HELP IN GETTING CLEAN AGAIN AS IT WAS LIKE LAST TIME) BUT I WILL NEVER SLIDE AGAIN AND THE WHOLE FREAKING EARTH WILL THIS TIME AS YOU BROUGHT ALL THIS ON YOUR SELF AND YOU ALL HAS NO ONE TO BLAME THIS TIME AS I WAS / AM NOT THE ONE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE FATE OF THE MANKIND RACE AS PUSH, PUSH. PUSH AND WHAT YOU WANTED ME TO LAY BACK AND KEEP GETTING HURT

YUP YOU KNOW WHO DID THIS AND IT WAS YOU

i WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO SEE AGAIN BUT SHE ALLOWED ME THIS GIFT AND THE VISUAL BECAME A PROCESS OF THOUGHT AND VISUAL AND I WITNESSED MY LIFE FLYING BY IN A FLURY AS I TRIED TO BE OKAY AND I GOT HIT BY THE PAST AND I THINK SHE KNEW IT WAS COMING .. June 6, 2021 was the start of my repeat of the mental health system abuse, and June 22, 2021 was the RAPE

My life was ended that moment and they drained me over a few years and then I was unmanagable even to myself as nothing made sense in my world and my life anymore and i was trapped again in a prison of my mind and it was very unkind and I was hurt and hurt and I only wanted it all to end as the pain and suffering was too much as I had no one anymore no one at all and the system was the enemy and no more trust existed anywhere as I started to see the system hurting me all my life

The whole thing was a set up --- even the end of the marriage and the doctor was involved and no more I was doing to do this shit not that I had a choice nor chance as this was then end and no more I was unable to slow down as i went down fast and faster yet as the world screwed me over and it was needed as the lessons needed to be taught and i only needed to learn as the masters would teach and i had zero chance anymore as I was one as they weren't as i was controled by the SOR as i started to write about years ago and now I edged and i wanted the rules and games over and then i stumbled one after another and then i would fall but as dad taught get the fuck up every time you fall every time as this is where we are

I AGREED ALL MY LIFE THAT WITH GOD I WOULD ENDURE HUMANITY AND THE SUFFERING I WAS MEANT TO DO FOR THE HOLY FATHER AND HIS SON JESUS CHRIST (MY PERSONAL SAVIOR) AND THE MAN THAT DIED ON THE CROSS FOR MY SINS AS THIS WAS A HARD LIFE AND I AM TOLD I WAS OKAY AS I MADE PEOPLE SMILE ..... AND FOR ALL THE HUMANS THAT SMILED AT ME I AM VERY GRATEFUL THANK YOU

i BEGAN GETTING CRUSHINGLY HURT IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL AND IT TOOK TILL 2021 TO KNOW WHY

THE BEGINNING OF THE END

Countdown of the mad hatter experience

you know i am tired as i haven't been eating good as the costs of every damn thing increased and the thing that not having teeth seems to cost more that eating with teeth and i saw my dear mom in a nursing home starve and get dyhrdrated to death and i am no way going that way -- my little sister would not even allow me in at the end as she knew it would fucke me up even more than the 18 long years i watched my mom die in a governemnt / church run nursing home from 1978 to 1996 (they moved her to the death unit at the last few months as this was to make it extremely harder on me to even see my mom, bastards

God KNOWS the exact people that did this to my mother and her kids as he is waiting for their SOULS and Chrispy Crunch is a heat setting

I was the product they made by destroying a whole family --- neices are all fucked up to, their mom (my sis) is and the planning was increedible as tthey gave them everything and they thought it was ... but money, houses cars

will never get to heaven with your soul

I have a lot of people I know / knew this way and they all think that they got it all so fucken good now

wait as this is a stage and it wends and tthe next stage is worse

I PROMISE U

BEEN THERE ALL MY LIFE

CAN'T WAIT TO SHOW THE PAIN AND SUFFERING ROOMS TO U AS THIS IS WHAT YOU DONE UNTO ME AND I WANT TO SEE THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE THAT ONE DAY AND U WILL GET HERE AS WE ALL DO AS I READ ABOUT IT AND OUR BODY DIES AND BREAKS DOWN

YOURS WILL 2

NIGHT / SLEEP TIGHT