Pain both Mental & Physsical IS Both Bad

You know when people forget I am a senior citizen and not just a mental patient it is is weird as this kid grade 11 on the bus today was blown away I was 61 and walked 6 a+ km a day and yes I need a bit of help around my home sometimes

Fuck I am old ... and yes I can walk but when I bend down I fall over at times

To bad my friends say

I did just say friends didn't I? I needs to wonder

You I was trying but I won't get to the end like this damn I am 61 and I still walk like a crazy person, but I can no longer do all the shit I was able when I was40 oh well

Im tired today

a lot tired as I can't find the debt card now and I could use a few bucks to get some solid foods (burger patties) as I can no longer eat em' like a bugure but as a patty better than nothing

water is good too \

it is 1003pm

and I have nothing left for energy nothing wonders if these mental health workers realize I have been at war making the system better since 1992

You know wonder what they would think if they realize that they were victimizing someone as old as their mom and dad

wow sad kids and then they go off to the church and ask for forgivness

and how about that ELVIS the LYING LAWYER goes to church to ask for forgiveness then he hurts a Mentally iLL Senior Citezen ( these are wonderful members of our society ) aren't they

Pick on the weak and the OLD as they don't fight back as much

Pick on the SENIOR CITIZENS ---THAT HAVE MENTAL ILLNESSES THAT THEY TREATED BAD FOR 40 YEARS WITH THE WRONG DRUGS / AND TORTURED AS OLD PEOPLE SHOULD BE TORTURED AND ABUSED

RIGHT

ISN'T THAT WHAT YOU PARENTS TAUGHT YOU ALL AND YOUR CHURCHES AND SCHOOLS

HOLY SHIT NOW WHAT IS ALL OF YOU EXCUSES AS I MIGHT DIE TONIGHT AND YOU ALL ARE RESPOSNSIBLE

ALL OF YOU YOUR GOVERNEMNT, THE SCHOOLS, THE DOCTORS, SOCIAL WORKERS, CHURCHES, AND NURSES

OH WELL WE GOT TO KILL THE OLD PEOPLE AS WE CAN'T HAVE THEM EATING ALL OUR FOOD AND TAKING UP SPACE

NOPE ASK SAVE ON FOODS AS THE MANAGER KNOWS I HAVE PTSD AND HE VERBALLY BEAT ME UP A FEW DAYS AND TOLD ME THAT I DO

NOT GET TO FIGHT BACK AS I HAVE TO TAKE THE ABUSE FROM

JAG THE SAVEV ON FOODS AT STADIUM STORE AS I GET TO BE THEIR SCAPEGOAT AND THIS IS A SAD STATEMENT AS WE ALL PICK ON THE OLD AS THEY SHOULD JUST

D.I.E. A.L.L.R.E.A.D.Y.

OKAY

THANK ALL OF YOU SEE YOU IN HEAVEN OR IN YOUR CASE I KNOW THAT YOUR ALL FUCKEN GOING TO HELL

PICK ON THE ELDERLY AND WEAK, AND MENTALLY ILL AS IF YOU ATTEMPTED TO PICK ON A HUMAN YOUR AGE YOU WOULD GET YOUR ASS DAMN WELL KICKED

HEY WHAT DID I DO TO YOU OH I MADE YOU SMILE, LAUGH, WAVE, AND HONK YOUR CAR / TRUCK HORN AS IF YOU WERE HAVING A PRETTY DECENT TIME

I ASKED FOR HELP FOR = 1 YEAR , 3 MONTHS AND 24 DAYS AND YOU ALL FUCKN REFUSED AS YOU WANTED ME DEAD

AND LIKE FEDEX WE ALWAYS DELEVER AS THIS SHIT IS FUCKEN OVER NOW AS I ASKED YOU AND YOUR SYSTEM AND EVERYONE IN YOU SYSTEMS FOR HELP FOR - 481 - DAYS AND ALL I DID WAS GET ARRESTED 3 TIMES HELD IN A JAIL CELL WITH A 1000 WATT BULD SHINING IN MY EYES AND FACE IN AN ATTEMPT TO BLIND ME AS YOU ALL KNOW / KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVED TO READ SO LETS TAKE THE LAST THING LUCIEN LIKES AWAY FROM HIM TO, AND THE FRED FLINTSTONE BED THAT I ASKED FOR A MAT FROM THE MOMENT I WAS LOCKED IN YOUR CAGE AND WITH

30 MINUTES LEFT IN THE TIME YOU KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO HOLD ME YOU FINALLY ALLOWED ME A

MAT FULLY AWARE I HAVE A BACK ISSUE AND YOU ALL KNEW I WAS / AM A

OLD MAN BUT LETS BULLY THE OLD MAN AROUND AS MUCH AS WE CAN AS WE ARE THE POLICE AND THE GOVERNMENT AND WE ARE ABOVE THE LAW AND WE CAN DO ANYTHING WE WANT TO

OLD MENTAL PATIENTS LOOK AT WHAT WE DID TO HIS MOUTH AS WE YANKED ALL HIS TEETH OUT 23 IN 45 -55 MINUTES WITH

ZERO FREEZING AND WE EVEN TOLD HIM THAT HE WAS NOT TO EVEN SCREAM AND HE LISTENED AS HE WAS SHIT SCARED OF US

OLD PEOPLE ARE SO MUCH FUN TO ABUSE AND TORTURE (REMEMBER GERMANY, AND THE NAZI DEATH CAMPS) OLD PEOPLE THIS ONE WAS ITALIAN AND WE RAPED HIM AT GRADE 5 AND WE NEVER STOPPED AS CONSTANT ABUSE AND WE FINALLY KILLED HIM

ENJOY YOUR EDGE OF EXTINCTION AS MANKIND EARNED THIS AS YOU TREAT EVERYONE LIKE SHIT AND SO SHALL YOU ALL DIE IN HELL

LUCIEN THE LIGHT II

OCTOBER 16, 2022

GOD BLESS NONE OF YOU

SEE ALL OF YOU IN HELL AS YOU EARNED IT ME WELL, I AM OFF TO BE WITH MY HOLY FATHER AND HIS SON AND MY BROTHER JESUS CHRIST IN HEAVEN

MAN DID ALL OF YOU FUCK UP