Powerlessness Total Degree

I found it in MXD in 2014 -- I suffered for it and learned the lessons of insignificance as before the "events" of September 4, 2013 too January 27, 2014 (when I found myself in a few places that are not of this so called world, we as "normal" people find)

You see I was stupid or as ( One of my New- Current Owners says "Naive")

I just don't get (want to understand) certain things that seem a mess in the "adult world" as it is just confusing and now That I Have a Hat seems sh*t gets a jar a lot in my child like brain