Sept 26~ It Is Like All Systems Are Screwed And No One Wants To Fix It So We Buck Pass To Do ZERO

And it all stays fucked and the Age Of Extinction Progresses --- as I was out today as I was so very depressed as all I wanted to do when I left my PENTHOUSE was to damn well die as I was seeing no hope for me with all the charges that I have gathered since January 6, 2022 when the Provisional Psycologist set up a Care Plan that cost him his job but so dramaticly screwed up MY LIFE AND WORLD ( or woke me up as this all has become a situation that I am fighting for my life again ) you see the systems that I feel into some damn screwed up CRACKS IN THE SYSTEM COST ME 40 YEARS OF MY LIFE AND I ONLY CAME ALIVE AGAIN ON AUGUST 16, 2022 = 41 SHORT DAYS AGO. THIS IS ALL I HAVE BEEN BACK FROM THE DEAD FOR. AND I SEEMED TO HAVE RETURENED TO A SCREWED UP WORLD THAT I MISSED AS I WAS DEAD -- YOU KILLED YOUR OWN PLANET AND THEN I WAS SENT BACK IT SEEMS TO SORT THIS SILLY SHIT OUT AND MAYBE SAVE HUMANITY -- WHO KNOWS -- ASK MY DOCTOR AS SHE IS 1- 12 THAT SUPPORT ME ALONG WITH ANOTHER 11 GIRLS & LADIES THAT i AM SEEKING OUT AS THEY SEEK ME ALSO --- CHILD RAPE VICTIM CHARGED FOR SEEKING HELP FOR A MENTAL ILLNESS -- YOU DON'T MAKE ANY DAMN SENSE SYSTEM AND NOW I AM GOING TO HAVE TO SPEND 2-3 FULL DAYS OF MY LIFE AGAIN SHARING EVERY DAMN CALL WITH WHO EVER SHOWS UP AT THE EDMONTON COURT HOUSE AFTER WE BOOK THE TIME ON THURSDAY --- 2 OR 3 DAYS -- IT WILL TAKE MORE AS MY 40 YEARS IS BEEN WAITING TO COME OUT FOR 41 DAYS AND THE PASSION AND ENERGY HAS BEEN BUILDING AND BUILDING --- I WAS RAPED NOW I AM BEING CHARGED FOR SEEKING HELP FOR PTSD / AND RAPE BY A CATHOLIC PRIEST LIKE WHAT THE FUCK ( WTF )

And I promise a massive surprise at the end of the trail that no one knows about as no one could see into my mind for 40 years --- this is gonna be good but I will be in the need of some money for the CANTEEN that is all we know

Right now I could use a $ 5 bill ( or deposit into my account for food tomorrow )

thank yo can do it by interact at ) lucien@madhatterexperience.com

and if you want to fund the blogs it is $ 38 a month which is right now being paid out of my meager AISH check as I believe it all has massive value for our society and the world in which we all live ad share a reality it is ours -- was ours always they attempted to divide humanity using the TV and all manor or Propaganda that have at their disposal

And GOD & Jesus Christ always wins when your faith is at 100% as God I know does not want 99% he requires 100% and I took a little longer to figure this out than a lot of you but I have it now

And I just thank all of you for the daily support when I am out on the streets as this is what i need to have it seems as I am so damn stressed out ( likely from the PTSD and no treatment ) yet for 40 damn years the system provided treatment with buckets of drugs straight from BIG PHARMA who owns the Government and The Government Owns The Doctors and The Doctors Own YOU & ME

Pretty screwed up eh?

I am in massive pain in my knees again as I walked and i have a container of homemade soup right now for The Mad Chemist -- Thank You For This Incredible Bounty of Food as IT IS the first FOOD beside puddings I has pretty much had beside the ENSURE all MONTH It is Horrible as

This is why I am building the team of 12 Girls & Ladies to Coach Me To Do and Make Better Decisions that I AM Making Now -- So I am Looking Still for a few Girls & Ladies as I no longer can do me alone and as a senior I need some assistance and I am going to ask for it as I asked for help with a PTSD Trauma Therapist and Therapy of Course as I still beleive I might have a few years left to give to the world , God Willing along With Jesus Christ and all My Angels who seem to multiply daily I am so very Blessed -- but the Mental illness of PTSD is screwing things up

Please Help Me If You Have A Bit Of Time in Your Lives and World

walk = 5.1 km = 3.2 miles

steps = 9,175

floors = 8

Love You All

Lucien The Light II

Goodbye For Now