I am guilty, as I have a long track record of -- neurochemical substance suicidal behavioral programming addiction" --
I WAS 22 - I was a good subject for this experiment (OKAY) I get this as looking back the intro lessons were a NIGHT Hospital at a TB Hospital it was 1983 -- I WAS -- lets HIGH Jack my life for some 36 years
my mind / body became a testing ground for The Opiate Deaths / Decades --- the set up for the denial until I was able to FREE MYSELF (myself) from the O.D.
You as a society didn't NEED me as a Human Being just as a chemistry test tube
I hate me as I have shit for emotions and I am like a 12 year old kid in Nature as I know basically nothing at all