Shame Is All I Feel

I am guilty, as I have a long track record of -- neurochemical substance suicidal behavioral programming addiction" --

I WAS 22 - I was a good subject for this experiment (OKAY) I get this as looking back the intro lessons were a NIGHT Hospital at a TB Hospital it was 1983 -- I WAS -- lets HIGH Jack my life for some 36 years

my mind / body became a testing ground for The Opiate Deaths / Decades --- the set up for the denial until I was able to FREE MYSELF (myself) from the O.D.

You as a society didn't NEED me as a Human Being just as a chemistry test tube

I hate me as I have shit for emotions and I am like a 12 year old kid in Nature as I know basically nothing at all

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