So I Have Schizoaffective Disorder / Mental Cancer!

I am being treated and follow the TEAMS orders to the letter. I am always on time for my Injections (every 28 days), the TEAM tells me when I am to show up -- and the pills are easier as I have a log system that surprised the TEAM back I October when I was needing to be hospitalized for a medication change and they found out my heart beats at 32-43 per minute this is way to slow (seems normal for me they said)


This is like a Cancer as there is no cure only treatment


Now the question --- "why do we treat those like me with a Medical issue called Schizoaffective Disorder [or] Mental Cancer different with a more negative view than we do those with a Medical issue like Lung Cancer (do we blame, isolate) the person with Lung Cancer from the world -- the answer is we make this choice unconsciously, it is a conditioned response mechanism that we have been "programed" by the Media to fear the persons (or) groups of people ''we don't understand" your normal we all fear what we don't know -- I am NOT going to bite you (wouldn't work anyways) as YOU people that FEAR decided to make my life even harder by extracting 24 teeth on June 22, 2016 without FREEZING me as it saved $350 and hell I am schizoaffective anyways -


Lung Cancer can in some cases we used by a carcinogens, found in products like cigarettes or asbestos to name a few


Mental Cancer well we still do NOT know enough about that 3 pounds of meat / muscle we call the brain the neurochemistry and biochemistry and neurobiology


Therefore we shouldn't judge as a few books say "judge ye not least you be judged yourself" and we should show kindness to all men and ladies


I decided to place up on my head back in October 2017 the hat I have become known for but the now the message seems to have been lost


As it may seem FUN (maybe for YOU) but for me it is an actual living HORROR one I wouldn't wish upon anyone, and I am one of the very lucky ones (still living as the suicide rate for schitzophrencs and schitzoaffective disorder is 32%) MENTAL CANCER


As it may seem FUN (maybe for YOU) this is MY LIFE and as far as we know (the only one I might get) for all the incredible people working in Mental Health over the last 34 long and trying YEARS


Yah I have been living with the MONSTER THAT WANTS ME DEAD for 3 plus decades


Guess what I am NOT DEAD '


I WIN today -- Tomorrow I Battle Again as I have all my life

YOU think my life and world are easy -- YOU try it AS


Then on October 15, 2018 I get slammed with a Damn Bedsore from HELL that still hasn't healed 100% -- I underwent the PlasticSurgeons knife on April 11, 2019


I have beat DEMONS (everyone of them) from weed, nicotine, opiates, alcohol and benzos but this bedsore

and I walk 806 days (with you taking my pictures) in minus 20c weather for treatment of a damn HOLE on my Tail Bone (Coccyx)


AND YOU LAUGHED

I PAID FOR THE CANDY YOU RECIEVED

i LIVE BELOW THE POVERTY LINE

SHOWS you what We As Humans Can Do


BUT if you want to dream small dreams (they are yours)

and those Candies they are on the HOUSE (my) HOUSE very few enter and SHE


THE MISTRESS OF THE MAD - HATTER


Is going to be OUTSTANDING and STANDING OUT


YOU KNOW I MAY HAVE MENTAL CANCER -- I FEAR GOD AND HIS SON AND HER


I SAW 12 DEAD BODIES THIS YEAR ( I DIDNT MAKE THE CUT AT # 13 )


LION OR SHEEP

I CHOSE LION OK


good night

the Sheep will awake when the Lion ROARS

GET READY AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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