THANK YOU
And to my Mental Health Team I ONCE again need to BEG YOUR FORGIVENESS as I at 1130pm Saturday Nov 30 I took a 7.5mg Imovane / Zopiclone along with the massive medication that began yesterday that saw the
1) Abilify / Aripiprazole drop by 50% from 20mg to 10mg in the Morning and the
2) Zyprexa / Olanzapine (under the tonge) increase by 50% from 5mg to 10% with a further 5mg increase coming later this week
I needed asleep I swear that Zopiclone 7,5mg was(taking it away I needed something for sleep
I didn't DRINK or GET HIGH (I only needed sleep) I AM SO SORRY I broke a RULE but I was at my end of the rope
Please -Pleasse put me back on
I didn't break a single damn rule as I was in level 8-9.5 pain again as I was not able to sleep and we NEED SLEEP
You know how much sleep I got after 2-3 days without 8 hrs 51 minutes (I needed it)
II show up for ALL my sessions, allow you into my HEAD -- I take my meds at home- I show up damn it for my Injections
I accept my ROLE as SLAVE to the OWNERSHIP GROUP / THE AGENCY
I am damn Pain In The Ass (IRONY) YOU CARVE my ass to shit with your Plastic Surgery Unit (You don't invent this shit people) ---
I have 31 days left till I end this worst year of my entire life, I saw 12 dead bodies, this is not healthy for NORMAL Civilians (and even more disturbing for people with the worst Mental Health Challenge called "Schizoaffective Disorder" ) in 47 days
I have dreams / Nightmares (when they occur) of me being (*BODY 13)
You know I ---------------Might Be Dreaming A Very Long Dream And YOU are in it
Holding Hands