The Goo Times --- August 12, 2019 -- And The High Cost Of Being Me? Welcome To THE AGENCY

This Mad Hatter Experience that YOU get to enjoy comes with a monetary cost along with a Physical & Mental CO$T as we (or my "TEAM" know?) well some do, I am "allowed" to live way below the poverty line to test the program for your governments to see how the few that can EVEN pull off what I am able to pull off can do, as most 21st Schizophrenics can NOT Live on their own and need "adult supervision"


Just added "call answer" and 8 other features and saved money and got $150 in bonuses (for my bills) a few weeks ago, today I get a message from


THE AGENCY

that a subsidiary AGENCY is coming by to see what kind of gear that [[ THEY ]] can "provide" and the place looks like sh*t as when one is in level 7-10++ pain cleaning is kind of harder and even impossible to get done and now I have to deal with massive SHAME and I can't __ __ CK-EN cope with this emotion on top of a seriously bad night with the pain


But WTH I am just a schizophrenic and we can do "WELL PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING WE AS A SOCIETY WANT TO A SCHIZOPHRENIC"


Right?? As we already know he knows we can punish him (ME) and your very good at the Punishment Game aren't YOU ALL


But one day and that is coming I know it YOU ALL will see just how CRUEL and MEAN that YOU ALL have actually been and I was a kid a damn innocent child when you started in on me as the game began on September 4, 2013 when YOU ALL (and you all are damn guilty of actually Kidnapping me)

And that was 2,169 days ago -- YOU ALL worked on slowly destroying me and now it has come to this


And BTW I just found a new laptop and its $75 a month for 48 months so I need 48 sponsors on this mission to perform "therapy" that YOU ALL denied me for 34 long and harmful (and actual YEARS) of my life your system stole and I see YOU ALL opting out saying "I DIDN'T DO IT" -- But you by the very nature of the OnE are all "IMPLICATED"


The Goo Times:

SLEEP 3 hours 55 minutes


900am

Divalproex 750mg (mood med)

Pantoprazole Mag 40mg (tummy)


Buprenorphine / Naloxone 2 / 0.5mg [ pain level +8.5 ]



917am

Tylenol 1,000mg [ pain level +8.5 ]


1002am

Naproxen 500mg [ pain level + 8]


342pm (after session with doctor and a walk of 8000 steps and being able to make a few people happy)e

Tylenol 1,000mg [ pain level +6 ]


501pm

Gabapentine 300mg [ pain level + 7 ]


NEW MED HERE:

601pm

Abilify 10mg (mood med)


813pm

Tylenol 1,000mg [ pain level + 6 ]


835pm'

Buprenorphine / Naloxone 2 / 0.5mg [ pain level + 5 ] Best in a long time


918pm

Divalproex 1,000mg (mood meds)

Zyprexa 5mg

Benztropine 1mg


Bed as I am tired and big time tired


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