This Mad Hatter Experience that YOU get to enjoy comes with a monetary cost along with a Physical & Mental CO$T as we (or my "TEAM" know?) well some do, I am "allowed" to live way below the poverty line to test the program for your governments to see how the few that can EVEN pull off what I am able to pull off can do, as most 21st Schizophrenics can NOT Live on their own and need "adult supervision"
Just added "call answer" and 8 other features and saved money and got $150 in bonuses (for my bills) a few weeks ago, today I get a message from
that a subsidiary AGENCY is coming by to see what kind of gear that [[ THEY ]] can "provide" and the place looks like sh*t as when one is in level 7-10++ pain cleaning is kind of harder and even impossible to get done and now I have to deal with massive SHAME and I can't __ __ CK-EN cope with this emotion on top of a seriously bad night with the pain
But WTH I am just a schizophrenic and we can do "WELL PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING WE AS A SOCIETY WANT TO A SCHIZOPHRENIC"
Right?? As we already know he knows we can punish him (ME) and your very good at the Punishment Game aren't YOU ALL
But one day and that is coming I know it YOU ALL will see just how CRUEL and MEAN that YOU ALL have actually been and I was a kid a damn innocent child when you started in on me as the game began on September 4, 2013 when YOU ALL (and you all are damn guilty of actually Kidnapping me)
And that was 2,169 days ago -- YOU ALL worked on slowly destroying me and now it has come to this
And BTW I just found a new laptop and its $75 a month for 48 months so I need 48 sponsors on this mission to perform "therapy" that YOU ALL denied me for 34 long and harmful (and actual YEARS) of my life your system stole and I see YOU ALL opting out saying "I DIDN'T DO IT" -- But you by the very nature of the OnE are all "IMPLICATED"
The Goo Times:
SLEEP 3 hours 55 minutes
Divalproex 750mg (mood med)
Pantoprazole Mag 40mg (tummy)
Buprenorphine / Naloxone 2 / 0.5mg [ pain level +8.5 ]
Tylenol 1,000mg [ pain level +8.5 ]
Naproxen 500mg [ pain level + 8]
342pm (after session with doctor and a walk of 8000 steps and being able to make a few people happy)e
Tylenol 1,000mg [ pain level +6 ]
Gabapentine 300mg [ pain level + 7 ]
NEW MED HERE:
Abilify 10mg (mood med)
Tylenol 1,000mg [ pain level + 6 ]
Buprenorphine / Naloxone 2 / 0.5mg [ pain level + 5 ] Best in a long time
Divalproex 1,000mg (mood meds)
Bed as I am tired and big time tired