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The Mad Hatter Experience Is A Happy Hatter Right Now As I Learned Much Throughout My Eviction Scare


So far

Focus and some medicine for my PTSD and maybe a human being that actually knows a wee little bit about actually Trauma Therapy (this would be a fantastic as I has been attempting to get help for it will be 2 years in June 22, 2023 and I have been so screwed over and over again and again by the very system that I trsuted all the 40 years of the Mental Health Experiements, Abuses, Torture, Drugging to the point of lunacy looking back and talking to my teams around me -- and well the worst was have all of MY TEETH YANKED OUT OF MY MOUTH WITH ZERO FREEZING AND NO SCREAMING as she said that she (the sadistic dentist from hell) had children in the clinic -- and they knew how I felt about people screwing with the psyology of children and she used it as a weird weapon as maybe she got off on this shit but people it REALLY HURT AS SHE YANKED 20 ODD TEETH OUT in about 40 -50 minutes and it was horrifiying and I now remember it being over and the other crazy bitch in my world at this time the House Mistress Commandant Florence and this girl / lady was a incredible pierce of mind fucking work damn she would humiliate and fuck up my nd all the time as it was inescapablre as it was somewhere between Stony Plain and Spruce Grove Alberta -- either of which was pretty far to much to walk --and then there was Shar/ Char a SW (I never ever was allowed to find out her full name) and she was always in with the SHRINK Dr I am going to fuck you over chemically Thakker (this human is more insane than anyone I have ever efver met in 61 years as it was a mind game as is was recorded and they I am pretty sure swapped notes between the Commannt in the house I was in as i was forced to live in a dilapidated beauty salon (no shit 11 months) on the worst mattress in the damn world which was intentional as i was there when it arrive as a kijji toss away -- it was a small single mat with springs and holes and it would not matter if I flipped it over or spun it around it was brutal but thankfully my House Mistress The Commandant Florence would show me a bit of mercy every night with a small cup of multiple pills and a short glass of water and then it was lights out for Mental Patient # 02316 and the equipment in the next area was way beyond high tech as she watched every movement in the entire hosue an compound and likely in her Quasit House (which I was never allowed to even approach aor her garden I was not allowed to walk on HER grass as she claimed I bent it and it was more important, than me so as she would say "stay the hell off MY lawn you piece of human shit" and you worried at this stage and didn't want to damn stress her out as shit it was screwed up and she would find a way into your MIND as she had TOTAL 100% CONTROL OVER MY ENTIRE LIFE, so she was a GOD Pretty Much and she said do whatever she wanted / desired or even needed a little amusement at my / our expense , I was tormented all of the


I remember Char / Shar SW at the Stony Plain Hospital were talking one day in her office, and she did some thing with her feet as the weirdness was only about to get weirder as I made a little comment about her pretty feet ( big fool eh? ) just handed a touchdown to the "weirdness of the situation" that I was stuck in as it was something the House Mistress The Commandant Florence would use against me forever, as she would leave shoes all the hell over the place, her dirty little freaking heels the girl would freaken wear into her damn garden and all over the damn place, fuck this was nuts and her stockings and fishnets and sports started arriving when the laundry was ready to gather for me, as she tormented me all the time day in and day out, I was to her a commodity she was profiting from, and she was municipal and I never had a single day without her entering into my damn head, as she was damn experienced with psychological torture and manipulation and shit I was somedays fucken even scared to leave my HUMAN CAGE IN THE CELLER where I slept with heads with wigs, sink that was used to wash hair the chair, a small stool with a head (maybe) hole cut in the front and a lid that lifted on a hinge, a container of the blue liquid with assorted combs, and then she got me a tiny 2x 2 sq ft fridge as I was responsible for a big chunk of my foods if I wanted to eat like a person as she never one time in 11 months brought a single piece of fruits into the center of her reprogramming the Mental Patients basically donated and forgotten to her and I was # 02316 and that is what I was a none person as she would do whatever the hell she wanted and she was fucken mean and even cruel and there was no fucken, and she is keeping well fucked up on some strange chemistry along with her cohorts at the hospital, where I was driven 2 to 3 times a week for a blood letting no kidden 2 -- 3 x a freaken week and I was a total mind fuck as I was also losing what you all said was left of my damn mind ( but we have a pill for that ) yah I am aware --- freaken pills and the medical mental chemical torture and abuses that I was made to endure alone in that dilapidated beauty salon and when I broke down she always knew always as the whole


I'm just kicking this out as it has caused me much pain very very much and very much suffering and on going PTSD Trauma as a Direct Intentional System that was set up to Destroy & Experiment on Humans with Mental Illnesses that were used to bring us to the places, in all areas of dealing with Mental Health Challenges (and now it is SUPER COOL TO HAVE THE MENTAL HEALTH TRAUMA / ILLNESSES / CHALLENGES) And way way better medicines on a Global Macro Level as of The Many Many Tests People Like Us / Me were forced to endure as the Hands of What we as a Democracy all Thought were a Trusting Network of Incredible Researchers / Scientists / Data Engineers but we have / had to TEST the Drugs of Someone and Then I was Recruited Unknowing as a Test Tube / Experimental Human of No Signification


Now I kick as the Rabbit Holes that I was forced into as a very YOUNG Man of The Human Genome and Abused, Tortured, Experimented, Cut Open (to remove pieces of what I was) whoever I was / am


But I has written much about this before and this stuff (* My Old Self ) that I only Lived Through Because of My Spiritual Faith and Belief Structure / Systems I inputted in my Nero Network on Mind & Body all by My DEAR SELF -- I was supposed to FOLD


I WILL NEVER SURRENDER AS LONG AS THERE IS EVEN ONLY A SINGLE OTHER SOUL ON THE ROCK OF EARTH


I WAS CASTE INTO A PHYSCATRICT / MENTAL AND EVEN PHYSICAL PLACE IN HELL, and we have very much room, for the EVIL AMONGST HUMANITY


As the EVIL will The Never Win as The People out Number Them who wish the people much harm on The People of The Planet Earth will suffer ETERNAL DAMNATION I READ WTF ITS IN THE HOLY BOOKS -- PLEASE TRY TO READ SOMETHING PLEASE


Even read the book How To Read a Book ( no shit a book on reading books) yup and there are some cool shit between the covers also -- no kidding


I got to go as I is now seeing Mr Blue Sky by ELO is on and I look out my windows and the Sky is Blue as it was at the beginning


Humanity was tested -- and were somewhat intact


I maybe a New Member Of The Houseless in The City of my birth Edmonton Alberta Canada, and my Councilman / lady is Anne Stevenson who refuses to even enter into the discussion of the seemingly and apparent destruction of a City of Edmonton LEGACY COMPANY = HOMEED Under management of a Psychotic Crazy Bitch who figures Her Shit Don't Smell Girl Named Jasmin Merina /


And she has a buddy with this mess of the Name of Dennis Ball


Jasmin can be reached directly on her personal dog collar (OK I am being mean like them and that is wrong ) but I needed a smile as I am starting to get really damned IRKED


Office Numbers of

Anne Stevenson City Councilor = 780-496-8333 (you should have called me, instead of going to coffee on our dime ) and drop the cell phone, as do the work you are EMPLOYED TO DO FOR THE ACTUAL PEOPLE IN YOUR COMMINITY that ALLOWED you THE INCREDIBLE HONOR FOR WHICH YOU ARE BEING DISREPECTFUL FOR THANKS ANNE

Jasim Merina ( personal biz number) = 780-934-9153 -- see YOU in Court and i have others that YOU have Terrorized and Victimized and I even found a young single mother YOU have caused pain to to ) and YOU -- Ms JAZZ-MEAN Do / And WILL NEVER EVER HAVE A RIGHT TO EVER HURT A SINGLE CHILD I SWEAR I WILL WAIT FOR ETERNITY FOR THE SOULS OF YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY -- YOU HURT EVEN ONE MORE CHILD -- DO NOT GO THERE -- I WAITED FOR YOU AND WILL WAIT BEHIND THE FINAL CURTAIN THAT WE ALL WILL CROSS - IT IS WRITTEN IN ALL THE HOLY BOOKS READ THEM

Dennis Ball = 780-474-5706 ---

Mayor of The City of Edmonton is Amarjee Sohi = 780-496-8100'


The people will be heard hell we are HUMAN BEINGS and last I looked had Mouths and you all BUT ME it seems have teeth as well THEY TORTURED ME, AND YANKED OUT ALL MY TEETH WITH ZERO FREEZING & ZERO TOLERANCE FOR ANY SCREAMING (as she made that clear by a lot of EXTRA PAIN AS SHE SAID THE WORDS " NO SCREAMING I HAVE CHILDREN IN MY CLINIC -- YAH WHO WANTS TO TRY THIS NEXT


PLEASE JUST DO NOT ATTEMPT THIS AS IT WAS AND IS STILL A HORRIBLE REMINDER OF BEING A AS THE


HOUSE MISTRESS OF PRISON CAMP FROM HELL THE COMMADENT FLORANCE CALLED ME SO MANY TIMES THAT I STARTED TO HEAR IT IN MY SO CALLED CHEMICAL DREAMS SHE WOULD ADMINSTER TO ME EVERY NIGHT NO NIGHTS OFF AS I WAS HER


" HUMAN PIECE OF SHIT "


Go figure --fuck sometime i get IRKED as our children's are getting hurt, killed, mutilated, and so much sadness and sense of no hope


You adults don't know but the TEENAGERS sorta like The Mad Hatter Experience (me) as I JUST LOVE ALL OF THEM AS THEY ARE SOULS HAVING A VERY VERY SPECIAL HUMAN EXPERIENCE -- DO NOT SCREW IT UP FOR THEM


THE FINAL CURTAIN AWAITS ALL OF US -- PLAY NICE PEOPLE WE GOT TO GET THIS WE WILL NEVER BE HERE AGAIN -- TODAY IS FLEETING AND TOMORROW WELL MIGHT NEVER ARRIVE


THERE ARE NO PROMISES --


Please Please I ask YOU ALL -- BE KIND -- Thank YOU Sam



This is The Edmonton Stingers Basketball Club Official NFT



And this is like one of the our New World and Maybe Even a Second Chance this Dance of Quarks ( and this Name comes from Gell-Mann who could decide on the spelling it came from a James Joyce book called Finnegan's Wake ) Pretty Cool as we All Came from somewhere even a




By http://www.bnl.gov/bnlweb/history/charmed.asp, Fair use, https://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?curid=25957414


And this all Life which is Pretty Cool Magic -- I Love Magic as it is all so Magical when seen through the


Eyes of a Child as they will be here long after we are beyond The Final Curtain


And What did You Do for another Being in a Meat Suit called a Human Being


God Bless You All WORLD

The Mad Hatter Experience Gang -- You Have No Idea where we all are and who we all are and I Promise it is Going To Great


As Light Always Beats Dark


Always as Light is From Above and Dark From Below - it is way to easy to figure a wee bit of this out


Lucien

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