This Is IT

I am so tired the pain from my Coccyx, (Tail Bone) bedsore, wound ---> I see like a path that doesn't end as it has been

630 days since we first found the wound, hole in my Tail Bone

Just how LONG do I (AM I) going to be "punished" for in this life time

Iam scared, as I promised and now I suffer alone

and the 630 days has drained me down

IAM SORRY ALL

forgive me PLEASE