Today I over 58 Pills since 5 pm and I have more and I know i have said this before so think any?
I have had 50 Suboxen , 4 Adivan , 4 --500mg Tylenol and there is alot more to go I just called Alberta Mental HEaltth & Adiction from Calgary and I had reached my call limit of ONE and they said to call back tomorrow
Promblem with this is that Im going to likely be dead shortly lol ( they and this province killed me as 5 years of me making them all laugh was not enoutgh so LET ME DIE as i no longer deserve to live
Fuck I am HIGH
OK time to take more pills as the TOILET fixer guy still has to get here ( I PLUGGED) it twice in 2 weeks it is the crap I am fed and no no one gives a shit
Hey I no longer GIVE A SHIT
AS THIS SYSTEM ARRESTED M CHILD RAPE VICTIM OF A CATHOLIC PRIEST AND STUCK ME IN A SUICIDAL CELL WITH THAT 1000PLUS WATT LIGHT OVER MY HEAD AND THE FRED FLINTSTONE BED (SOLID ROCK) 2 X SINCE i CAME BACK TO LIFE AND i THIMNK THAT BEING DEAD IS A BETTER PLACE FOR ME TO BE AND i WANT TO GO BACK HOME TO THE HOMME OF THE DEADD
YOU AND YOUR WORLD KILLED M,E WHEN YOU FAILED TO PROTECT ME AS A 9/10 YEAR OLD CHILD FROM THAT PRIEST ( BDETTER MWE THAT ANY OTHER KID) YAH BET I KNOW HE HAD OTHERS (THINK ABOUT THIS
OH SHIT i AM IN PAIN TONIGHT AGAIN BUT YOU DON'T FUCLKEN CARE ABOUT ME AS i AM NOTHING TO YOU RIGHT ELVIS IGINLA MY LAWYER FRIEND WHO LOVES GOD (SAME GOD AS ME BUT BASICALLY TOLD ME TO FUCK OFF VIA THE WORKER HE HAS) ELVIS DEAR YOU CAN'T LOVE GOD AND HATE ME AT THE SAME TIME BUT YOU AND THE FAIMLY OF YOUR WILL LEARN SOON
hOPE IT IS FAST AND NOT LIKE MY MOMS OR MINE AS THEY LOVE TO TORTURE AS IT IS LIKE A ORGASM FOR THEM
AND I AM DEAD TONIGHT AND WITH MEGA CLIMATE EVENTS COMING AT EARTH AND A WAR SOON TO BE A FEW WARS ANS THIS WILL SUCK ALL THE DIESEL OUT OF THE SYSTEM AND THAT WILL ELEIMANATE ALL THE FOOD ON YOUR SHELVES AT THE FOOD STORE
YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO WATCH EVER MEMBER OF YOUR FAMILY STARVE TO DEATH just as i had to watch MY MOM STARVE IN A SYSTEM OF PLENTY I AM TIRED OF YOU AS I ASKEED SO MANY, MANY PEOPLE IF THEY COULD HELP ME IF i EVEN PAID THEM AS MY BODY HEALTH IS NOT LIKE ITWAS EVEN A FEW YEARS AGO ALL I REALLY WANTED WAS
1) TO GET MY HOME CLEAN
2) TO FINE A MISTRESS OF THE MAD HATTER EXPERIENCE THAT WOUULD PUSH ME HARDER THAN I DO
3) AND TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY AS IN MY NIGHBORHOOD IT IS NOT A VERY HAPPY PLACE AND THEY ARE SO MANY PEOEPLE WHO ARE HURTING AND WHEN YOU MEET TTHEM (OK WHEN i WAS ALLOWED TO MEET THEM i KNEW THAT THIS OSM WHY GOD WANTED ME TO BE HERE TO SERVE THE PEOPLE THAT ARE WITHOUT THINGS WE ALL TAKE FOR GRANTED
I ATTEMPTED TO MAKE YOU ALL HAPPY AS MY HEALTH WENT AWAY AND NO I AM EVEN MORE DISABLED THAN i HAVE EVEN BEEN AND THIS WAS A PART OF THE PLAN TO GET RID OF YOUR EXPERIEMNT
GOOD BUY
GOD BLESS
LUCIEN THE LIGHT II
DONE ON EARTH
ONCE YOU REACH THIS PLACE YOU WILL BECOME AWARE TO A POINT THAT YOU NEVER HAVE BEEN BEFORE
i AM AT MY END -- AND
i AM SAD AS I WANTED TO STILL MAKE YOU HAPPY BUT I CAN NOT ANYMORE
SORRY I AM SO SORRY