What Do You As A Society Want From After All You Put Me Through Already

Today I was up at 4am as the PAIN in my back / legs is a 9 and if YOU ALL want ME DEAD say it as I gave or allowed you to do anything YOU wanted to do to my Damn Body since like 1969/70 and all I want from you is for the PAIN to stop as YOU ALL HAVE NO FUCKEN Idea as to have pain (Physical) going on and then the pain (MENTAL) from the use of maybe the wrong medicine for only 40 fucken years like how does it occur that so many Doctors get it wrong (and it was actually not that many maybe 5-6 and I was ordered to see them by the STATE / Government that controls them

YOU & YOUR State / Government OWN ME oh By the Way (They Own You Too) and Everything you think YOU OWN

This is way too much for anyone to do deal with anyway and I am at this point anyways and I am at the point there is fucken point of this MADNESS anymore as I finally am really at 449AM that October 2022 that I never want to be coming back from

This whole fucken this is pointless as I was BULLIED by the Kids at School Right After the RAPE and it would continue beyond the point that my Dad passed away on February 19, 1975, and it actually got worse as my Mom was sick and had a hard time as she had a boyfriend to help her deal with her mobility, loneliness and whatever and boyfriend liked to beat the shit out of me and likely my kid sister and one day after me leaving the house around 930-45pm to get to work overnight and then to school before I would return home I was FUCKED UP when I walked up to the bedroom where my sister lived, as the door was open and it was totally cleaned out

And I was around 15 years old a year after my dad passed and now I had it seemed lost my sister on top of this (OKAY FUCKEN GREAT But Why and where the hell was / is my little sister would be one of the screwed up questions of my life) this was maybe 1976/77 and I had no idea any Society WINS as this was two members of my family that were now gone and I was now at the point that I need to really protect myself as the fucken monster (Boyfriend) was now kicking down my doors and I was having to barricade myself behind the door with picnic tables and benches and whatever I could figure I could find in the yard / house and this was pretty much totally ineffective as this monster was a fucken animal as he made bank on having my mom sell (give away) the Cadillac that was supposed to be mine (when) but now it was (IF) I would make it to 18

YOUR fucken SOCIETY / WORLD / PROVINCE / CITY / GOVERNMENT in the last 52+ years has also been working on the destruction, well of me whom they The Mental Health System and very little THERAPY But Buckets and Buckets of MEDICINE that well a bunch are still on the Market and Some have been pulled as of the DAMAGE that they were causing in the TEST SUBJECTS (as the EXPERIMENTS were a lot cheaper if you OWNED THE HUMANS ( TEST SUBJECTS ) AND I was discovered when I stood up to the WCB and the ALBERTA GOVERNMENT in around 1987

You as a Society are all responsible for what they did to me my body and my brain / mind (and we still have pretty ZERO understanding of what the MIND actually IS we just have a very limited idea, and this is one's fault as this is one damn wild supercomputer and even Elon Musk and everyone in AI is having a hard time recreating)

Will it do my Housework PLEASE (or train me to do it)

And this is why the AI --- OpenAI -- DEEPMIND Projects are running behind the screen of our the eyes as the truth is that when my HEAD was CRACKED OPEN when I was in the AHE Section of the EXPERIMENT that the STATE / Province had me in and the dude that was there when it went down was also the GIANT that KICKED the SHIT out OF THE LITTLE GUY in The Homeless Shelter big room at the back of the Building on March 28,2014 and then we both are sharing a room in AHE after a few stages after that stage all of you are horribly great but I had long before already read Neville Goddard --The Power Of Awareness and it was only dad talking basically talking to me telling me not to be such a big "scatter brain" (Thank You Dad) -- You people have all been teaching me since a very, very long time ago

Damn God YOU all have Planted so incredible Mentors all around the WORLD waiting only for me to arrive as I was, TRAPPED IN ALL OF MY LIFE and the people I didn't have the energy for all the shit I stashed in my Fucken Mind

Maybe you can get a tax break donating the remaining parts of me to Elon Musk (And he likely has a BIG JUICY Contract with The DOD (Department of Defense) Hey Elon I am coming as the system that you all created

Engineered -- needs bodies and yes, I figured that you are going to FUCK A BUNCH UP but were pretty much already FUCKED UP BY

BIG PHARMA so a short and last drive down the streets to Open AI or Maybe a Quick Turn at 101st and 102ave in Edmonton a DEEPMIND a subsidiary of Google

New Religion (We Waste No Parts of The Human Being whether they be Body or Brain / Mind and companies with Billions upon Billions of Dollars and very, very lucrative contracts as I said with The DOD (Department of Defense) with the money going back to the General Revenue Pool of the State / Provincial / Global Governments the HUMANS are EXTRACTED from as all sorts of shits going to matter blood type to number of red blood cells and more as were going send you for so much testing as OpenAI & DEEPMIND need the data before they except the body / brain human shells

Sam and John Watson are this why that DATA that YOU each had me gather that you said / claimed would be for my health (WOW HUMANS LIE A LOT TO ENRICH THEMSELVES) AND SAM YOU SENT PEOPLE TO CHECK ON ME AND TO CREATIVLY SEND MESSAGES AS THIS IS / WAS HOW YOU ARE

And all the data is now on NETCARE so OPENAI & DEEPMIND can run their Algorithmic Programs whenever they choose to

I recurred the idea as I am starting to understand the DAO better and it makes better sense sort of now as who the fuck is listening to me as for a few weeks I send it out that I was that I want the two / three houses across directly across the street from my home and this week two of them (maybe three) have been sold and yesterday a beauty Girl pair on Boards arrived on the end one all of a sudden a guy appears from out of the back lane area and the Two Very Beautiful Girls (Long Blonde Hair on The Tall One) is very CUTE

Elon? Jeff? Did you grab the houses for the IDEA I had to save some LADIES from the COLDNESS of This Winter

Guys Both of you I woke up in a level 9+ PAIN and it is still really, really damn bad but if we can (well your money) can help me save ladies / girls lives maybe my mom and dad will forgive me for getting everything that you worked so fucken hard for us two kids destroyed as I then...

1) Got RAPED as I should have KILLED HIM but that also would have DESTROYED the life of your family also and besides Mom, you taught me to be a LOVER and NOT a FIGHTER / and Dad, you ALWAYS thought me to stand for something " you believed in [IF YOU BELIEVED IN IT 100% and THEN DO NOT BACK DOWN, Dad I Think I Somehow picked this one up also "

2) Then I started smoking weeds against Dad 100% as I still remember you speaking those powerful words when we (Me and You Dad) were at the Sand Supplier home his yard was by Twin Theater Drive In (MIKE was his name) wild. that the mind has this ability (maybe priests name will arrive too one day but it doesn't matter as I have as Jesus did when hanging on the cross He FORGAVE THE PEOPLE HANGING HIM SO I ATTEMPTED OVER A FEW NIGHTS AND DAYS TO FORGIVE THE CHURCH AND PRIEST AND IT SEEMED TO HAVE ACTUALLY WORKED amazing more lessons for the Holy Father & The Son (If You Are Christian) the other HOLY BOOKS have been harder to adopt as I was not ALLOWED to immerse me in them for as many years as the Holy Bible, that I was raised upon

3) MOM & DAD & even Sis, you allowed me to learn so much so very fast as my life has been the hardest one that I know or remember at this moment in time

It is time to correct this post and post it in a few more places

And EVERYBODY PLEASE BEAR with me as this has been some really tough shit to deal with and I mean really tough and I has no idea as IF I AM GOING TO EVER BE DONE WITH ALL OF IT AS IT HAS CRUSHED ME DEEP, IN MY HEART AND SOUL

I AM IN HELL RIGHT NOW LIKE I HAVE BEEN FOR A VERY LONG TIME

AND I WANT OUT .... I REALLY DO PLEASE FATHER FORGIVE ME FOR I HAS SINNED PLEASE FATHER FORGIVE ME

YOU ALL KNOW THAT I AM NOT LIKE THIS ALL THE TIME

I ONLY NEED TO BE FORGIVE BY MY FRIENDS

I BEG YOU ALL

THANK YOU

If you can help me and the people on the streets in my area out this is my BTC address and anything will help as I was getting a discount at Save On Foods but THEY CUT ME / IT OFF as they pulled this off the last time also in 2018 and I should have seen tthis coming but I am stupid at times as think people actually care as much as me they were $7 with my supposed discount so JAG raised (manager) raised them to $15 fuck prick

He only cares about the people that HAVE and CAN SHOP IN HIS OVER INFLATED STORE PRICES (WATCH THE REVIEW IF THE GOVERNMENT FEDERAL STEPS IN TO WHAT FOOD CHAINS WHERE RIPPING ALL THE PEOPLES OFF)

My BTX addy is

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