What The FU&K Court Was Horrible and Just Now I'm find I was offline (pay again) as I must have

Missed the bill shit the last 553 days since I discovered I was Raped by the Priest at Catholic Church/School Stuff I have a difficult time attempting to figure what the the fucken HELL Did This WORLD DO TO ME AS I WAS A CATHOLIC PREIST RAPE BUT I WAS IN GRADE 5 /6 (I THINK) And the Church moved in Confessional Booths into an Elementary school (they own everything didn't they) this was a Catholic / Protestant era and there was hardly one that was not knowing someone and then Dad passed and the SYSTEM TOOK HIM & CHANGED MY KOOLIAD LEVELS ---so that over time people that would say I was CRAZY and fuck (that hurt) and I figured Being Crazy (Doctor Must be Right? RIGHT? See That Clean/pressed jacket? And Papers on the Walls

I think I was sent to a Parole Officer in 1977/8 think i was pot pipe not kiddin me (after dad passed) but was the hell could he do to helped (and he did not live in town what could he do) what could anyone really do it was a round 1969/1970 when it occured I am at this stage already screwed up as there were books and as you know my reading has once again increased as I for the last long period is her

aS we look out the window, it is changing *fast* but is it *for you / for her / / for the kids / OR FOR THE PLANET

You know thatn weze got sone choices and the change file system

as if we don't change a whole lot of our behqairiors (were all dead) DEAD (and well do we actuaclly get to come back as a duck if i killed a duck and they just keep coming back year after year there is zero here and I am still attempting to figure our

being born again as shit I hope that I is not to late as I see--n a few nice and pretty Girls / Ladies they freak me out (all of you) -- Don't Forget Me Mom Was A Girl / Ladie and Patient (this last area we should think about ok as I sold a freeze died food product in the 80-90's )

I been selling stuff since I was here, I think as I remember REPILIES back in 70-90's that I raised -- and books as I one day when living with my wife Blanche and she is my greatest accomplishment as they got to start again --- that was hard and she was like my mom and I got lulled into (same old same BULLSHIT) and one day (yeah ONE DAY And I Know That Day in March 16, 2006, was a REBIRTH as i got lazy and or lost me skills -- but a young kid and her mom became Canadian Citizens in 2006, sold a house and split ( Spilt Desiomns No More Houses I own (NO MORE) Fucken Markets This Markets That

Hey Dude she has to move were still in the bed months later as she tries to this lady saved my life so many many times and saw me in the hospital so manny times before God this is a Angel and Her Little Angel that God Done Sent

I know what this City Has Done and What the DID UNTO MY MIND / BOdy once 40-52 years this is total fucken bullshit as it has been

1961 - 2022 = 61

AND THAT THE FUCK WERE WE AND ONCE AGAIN STILL MIXING OPIOATES I BEGGED NO -SHE USED DOCTORING (WHATEVER "POWER") OH FUCK

What the hell did all of you actually do to my mind / brain / and my bodies

and why did you have that right as shit started when I was a child and even through my teenager, I remember getting drugs at a drug store (media ctr) Old Grandin this was a long period ago -- I had dreams (a long time ago)

I don't get how you are always interveninning in the dream that I seemed to fallen into

thehouse needs help and Im going to need people but I actually do

What am I oh Lord,

You asked me to Serve Humanity I have

Done what I was told

Please what the hell did you all know about me while I SEEM TO BEEN HELP in a ice death chamber for 40--52 years as the world progresses into the phase and I only hope I can make a small difference in a single persons heart everyday

I am trying -- the water at the Cafe is great (If you figure out the right Alchemy) took a bit but Im fine as I never pissed myself in this self directed experiment I had to execute unto my body / life

You sorta

DESIGNED ,ME

SORTA, SORTA

AS GOD DID MUCH

I WAS NOT A CURE

FOR NEW ILLNESS

I BOUGHT IN IN THE

LAST FEW DAYS AND

I HAS IDEAS AND A HAT !