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Where Was I Developed in The Early Days of My Being

The beginning was an interesting period as I saw her and I had a dream that I would be a young man again and I could do a thing for a girl I thought was beautiful and I was a Toy, and I can be when I find her as I looked all my life of as my world was a old world as i never really had many kids to hang with as this was the point of moving from the big city to a hamlet / town so I could be raised in peace and pausing as I want to some big efforts to make the place a we bit happier and content as I was needing of the time for the studies and studies may have continued long after dad passed away --- sections / selections of books and readable as what I was wanting to read as Dad always allowed me the choice and I remember a certain set of WAR BOOKS by Readers Digests



Today was nice and I was BLESSED today and for this i am GRATEFUL and I need to work with HUMANITY as now we begin as the DOMAIN is 3600$ USD that I wanted, and I needs someone to fund it as I am a low income (heavy idea person) and the time is now and if you want to help with a piece of this and maybe teach me out soon a maybe





The Mistress of The Mad Hatter Experience joins me as I need help and I will be LOYAL to Both You Mistress and Humanity as I need very little very little (Like Books)


I am so weirded out as the stuff that I want to change



NIGHT ALL













I love books as I was pretty much raised by books (and I remember reading all over the place) don't see many people reading on the BUS now


My Dad was a Healer Man as we had animals (birds mainly) that needed the healing as they arrived to the home with broken wings and this was hard as I lost one and I cried for a week as I wa svery attached to this tiny bird a " Sparrow Hawk" she was beautiful as this life and world was for me projectable hard as the things we hear about hurt us and we then set up our minds as a program that we could think of where we were from --- I was so Blessed as when you have much you can lose much and i lost much when my dad passed away and this supassed everything as I was unable to deal with his loss as I just never thought of


NO DAD


around as DAD has MOVED OUT TO ANOTHER CITY is seriously harder than


DAD WILL NEVER EVER BE BACK


EVER


I WAS AT 14 AND UNABLE AFTER ALL I WAS BLOCKING OUT BEFORE THAT I CRASHED AND THERE WAS JUST NO WAY IN THE WORLD i WAS GOING TO BE ABLE TO PROCESS ANOTHER SINGLE THING AND THE PASSING OF MY DAD SENT ME INTO A STATE OF MIND THAT I WAS NEVER RAISED TO DEAL


NO DAD



THAT IS A DAMN HARD ONE AS SHIT I WAS ALLOWED MANY SUMMERS TO DO OUT AND WORK WITH HIM AND I WAS ALLOWED TO LEARN SO MUCH MORE THAN I THOUGHT OF AND THIS LIFE I AM SLOWLY GETTING BACK INTO ONE SCHOOL AS THIS WORLD IS TOUGH AND I HAVE A I DON'T KNOW MANY PEOPLE AS I AM ABOUT TO HAVE HUMANS OVER TO LEARN ABOUT NFTS AND IT MIGHT HELP AND I AM ALSO WANTING TO HELP MANKIND AS WE NOW ALL HAVE TO WORK AS A SINGLE PEOPLE AS IF WE DO NOT i WONDER IF THE AGE OF THE MANKIND WILL CONTINUE AS THIS WILL HAVE A NO PURPOSE OF WHAT WEE HAVE TO DO


I WAS LISTENING TO A MENTOR TONIGHT AND I WAS THINKING AS I NEVER DREAMED THAT I COULD AND WOULD BE ALLOWED TO HOLD CLASSES / COURSES IN THE PARK DOWN THE STREET COME NEXT SUMMER AS I WANT TO BRING MORE HELP TO PEOPLE THAT MIGHT NEED TO ONLY HAVE A


HOOK UP



TO THE BANK


AND THIS IS WHY I AM READING


BANK 4.0

META VERSE

AND A FEW ON BLOCKCHAIN AND DAO



AND THIS WORD WILL SEE TO SEE THEY ALL WANT TO DO


YOU SEE THEY TRAINED US TO NOT TALK ABOUT MONEY (and this has helped people not fall through cracks) as I was TRAPPED IN A COVID UNIT FOR CHRISTMAS 2020 (CHRIST2020)


i WAS ALLOWED AND I WANTED IN TO THE GAME AS I WAS IN A ROOM ALL ALONE WITH CAMERA AND I HAD A MAN I NEVER SEEN BEFORE AND I LEFT A NOTE ON A A NEWGROUP AND I HAD A MAN THAT WAS GOING TO STOP AT THE HOSPITAL AND GET A LIST AND MY KEYS AND HE KNEW ME ALREADY HE ME AS The Mad Hatter Experience and today we need to get some food as I was short last month and i paid the debt back and it chopped me this month



If the system keeps us uninformed in the area of money then how the hell are we going to do with it when we get this as this is the end of the system as we know shit about money as we were never taught anything about it as my family was landed imn 1948 andin 1975 was done when my dad passed and I had zero clue as a result of the truth the school keeping us enslaved as the working class man and we now have a next generations as i decided that I was going too on the December 15, 2020 would start my family program as i have zero and it was a sad moment as my Dad did not raise me to be poor and this is harder when you start with ZERO and I basically did as at year End 2020 I had $ 30.00 (that was it and then on the January 5, 2021) a minor miracle occurred and I got paid for stashing that $ 30 as they gave me $ 0.01 ( ONE PENNY )


And I was happy and people around me were laughing as it is a damn PENNY and what could I buy with this as this was only step one


I sold a HOTWHEELS NFT (at 594.22 WAX) = 35 $ and I was only given that I just was amazed as this is happening as God is all HOOKED UP and GOD is the SOURCE and I at times I log into the SOURCE ENERGY




AND I prayed abought this moment all the days of my life as I wanted to save the world as there may never ever be the day as today is as I never wish to do this day one day at a time and i know I tried hard to tell the truth and learn as much as we grow as people and a race of people




You know I LOVE HUMANITY as I was put here to one understand (still learning) and attempting to leave the past behind and I want to move on with the people in my world now as when I was arrived in my City, I was alone, and people never knew me


44 years and I have been at a place I am asking to have help as I am the old one and this is also the same house number i lived in out of town 44 Gresham Blvd


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