WOW WOW BOW WOW
I'm looking and I am in love with all of HUMANITY like it feels wonderful and cool and smiles are brilliant and I am happy and i know it "clap my hands'' ''clap/clap'' what is going on today as i hurt when I awaken
hobbling to the coffee table like rods in my legs and I make it (time ? some I am thinking f it and that is bad enough ) Pills time ( 4 from Blister Pak ) and I trust the 5 pills in this package
Life on these (I Guess) used to be much higher MUCH Dr Patel is a Brilliant and Caring, Compassionate, Kind, Funny girl and I have a gift to also make her smile too and it is nice as the shit I am attempting to deal with sucks
Cause it actually does ( Seriously )
Today I was Happy, and I was feeling a bit down and a great friend treated me to a fresh bakery product which was designed to screw me over as I am so Blessed as I am Me
Lost lots (Still Grateful) why not as I am allowed to make happy people
Im do not know -- as I sort of just feel this way as my life was a mess and then what occurred a Billionaire (decided I needed educating and training, and all sorts of stuff and I get pissed at times and then I gett days like these
God / Jesus Christ and the multitude of Angels all around my world adn life and I has no Idea as
My Lord and Jesus Christ thank you for all the Angels and all you have given unto me during my life time in Little Italy where I am so very, very BLESSED to be as I was here so I could be a clown (the class clown) from 1977 when I was asked forth what I wanted to be when I was in a sex ed class in a backwoods school that would use the shit I said as a tool / weapon against me as I was a lone as mom had her BF and my LS was removed from my home and dad had passed away in 1975 and I was scared and fracked as the beatings at home were massive and I had no place to run and hidden NONE I was getting BULLIED FROM GRADE 6 - 9 (when I was past the grade to get out of the target area thank You Both Mr. Lori Garrity (his sister was married briefly to my Uncle George and God Father) this was serious shit as I was being watched at this level / stage and the Principal Mr John Kaminski (58 Gresham Blvd) just down the street where I was living at 44 Gresham Blvd. you see the stages were designed to keep me saved and protected (and 56 Gresham Blvd) was the Fowlers where my Dad and Dick (no kidding) Fowler and Fast Eddie Faciote all were in a war and then I moved into a Housekeeping room at 17 (2nd place in Edmonton) above Grandpa living room and he was billing me $77 a month for the room and this man was a Angel that stepped 8up and allowed me in and the fights I was get into over the ROXY THEATHER Job at $ 75 / week as Max Unland (Manager & Mel Bluestone) watched over me and Debbie Piedmont and Wendy Weiker who was to invest in a home and asked me to move in as she was cute and I thought it would be FUN and then it was off to 10920 - 124 ST and I met a few great girls and we had a great time while I was still young qand the ladies / girls looked after me very well and I am heading back to that stage as I really need the
Mistress of The Mad Hatter Experience ( gentle please as I am the ANCIENT ONE now and I am finally HUMAN and I now need love and caring and holding and squeezing as I am bumped over as they hurt me after I took along with Mr Bill Williams the WCB Rehab Center as it was using broken equipment to treat workers in my home province and shit no one was saying nor doing shit to save lives & families from the Torture Clinic at WCB South Side Rehab they found 14 pieces of broken equipment when the Minister The Honorable Jim Denning (who surfaced when Alison Redford was screwing our province up and I was locked in Cell 22 (DMX) ERC in 2014 as he was saying that he would run but was past his expiry date (I smiled as he could never expired when he finds God / Jesus Christ) this is a good day
my body is hurting now as I walked a little much as I did Save On Foods, Bernies, the Italian Ctr all a part of my FAMILY WEB I walk daily as I am liked in the section of this world and i had a wee idea as maybe I should run a politicain (civic or Provincial ) The Mad Hatter Experience Party Party as life is should and we need to PARTY while we can as we run ut of fuel as I have been witness to in my life / world
GOD / JESUS I LOVE YOU for allowing me this incredible day that I was given Thank You Father & Thank You Jesus Christ my Personal Savior and the Man whom Died upon a Cross for the sins of mine
THANKS
I am being ALLOWED to LOVE others and then it beings as I needed a wee bit of help as heck I am a ANCIENT ONE as I was once a little kid and I is coming back as I was disallowed from emotions all this life I was allowed (given) as I only was able to stay awake but not alive as I was in a strange state for 52 years and then on August 16, 2022 a little while before a session with Dr Patel I became alive again and this was after from the AAugust 12, 2022 to the 15/16th ) I was good as dead\ as a young Angel changed me totally and I was sweating and violently sick man for the time between as I was even unable to lift a small bottle of pills on the Sunday between as I was sick and I have never been as ill as those few days ---- So I just checked I has been back alive for 115 days as I have seen weird stuff like the stuff I wrote this las few months as a war / inflation / covid / and A CHILDHOOD PRIEST RAPE (Oh I maybe forget this stuff) I asked for help, went to jail, went to court, beat a crown defender so he tossed the criminal shit but everyone involved need be a wee bit concerned at the outcome of the actions that you all did to a Childhood Rape Victim suffering from Doctor Diagnoiused 5 different illnesses lots of meds (as all the people around me were fucken screaming TAKE YOUR MEDS -- YAH THAT WOULD OF WORKED I was dealing with Body Autonomy since 1983 ( not kidding and they locked us up then to just for not taking me feel very UNWELL (AND THE COURSE OF PEOPLE AROUND ME) TAKE YOUR MEDS ---- AND HALF THE MEDS i WAS ON THROUGH OUT THE 40 YEARS THAT THE SYSTEM USED ME A EXPERIEMNT AND YES EXPERIMENTED HEAVY ON ME AND NOW WHAT YOU DID TO ME IS WHAT YOU MANUFACUTER, BIOLOGICALLY, YOU ALTERED EVERYTHING ABOUT ME --- KNOWING THAT WAS THEY SAID IT WOULD DO SO BY YELLING TAKE YOUR MEDS, AND KNOWING THAT THEY HURT BADLY THE PEOPLE BEING FORCED ( FORCED ) TO TAKE THEM
AND I HAVE FUCKEN HAD A LOT MORE THAN MOST PEOPLE
YOU KNOW
THESE ARE NOT REALLY KIND PEOPLE AS THEY DID SHIT
THEY SHOULDN'T
I AM NOT A RABBIT, GERBIL, OR ANY KIND OF M,AMAL OTHER THAN A HUMAN BEING AND YOU HAVE NO DAMN IDEA AS TO WHAT MAY OR MAYNOT OCCURED TO ME AS A DIRECT RESULT OF ALL THE PILLS THAT I WAS PRETTY MUCH FORCED AND GUILTED TO PUT INTO MY MOUTH BODY BRAIN MIND-- AND ALL THE REST OF THE THINGS IN OURSELVES THAT WE STILL NO VERY LITTLE ABOUT
LIKE THE BRAIN, MIND -- BUT THEY
KNOW WHAT IS SAFE TO PUT INTO OUR (WELL IT WAS NOT YOUR AND IT WAS MY MOUTH, BODY, BRAIN AND MY DAMN OWN MIND
WHY THE HELL DOES ANYONE THINK AFTER THE COVID 19 MOVIE / PLAY / DRAMA THAT JUST PLAYED OUT ON THE msm AND WHAT THEY ALL PRETTY MUCH LIED TO EVERYOONE THEY SENT SOUND OUT TO
LIAR LIAR YOU THINK I SHOULD PUT THIS PILL / INJEXT / VAXX INTO MY BODY BECAUSE YOUR PENSION FUND OWNS SHARES IN THE PATENT HOLDER (THE PEOPLE A CORPORATION GENERALLY WITH MANY SHAREHOLDERS AND YOU CAN BE ONE ALL BY YOUR SELF WITHOUT BOSS TO TELL YOU WHERE YOU SHOULD PUT THE MONEY
AND I TOLD THESE CRAZIES FOR 40 PLUS YEARS WHAT THEY ARE DOING WILL REPEAT BUT YOU ATTEMPT ON A VERY BIGGER GRANDER SCALE TAKE THIS DRUG AS THE SHAREHOLDERS (NOT YOU) FOR THE ILLNESS WE SEEMED TO HAVE DESIGNED ARE HUMANS INSANE NOW TOO AS SHIT PEOPLE THEY SENT ME AWAY FOR 37 MONTHS TO FUCK WITH
MY BODY, MOUTH, BRAIN AND MY NEROCHEMISTRY
AND NO ONE GAVE A SHIT
A FEW MONTHS AGO HUMANITY WAS ALL GUNG HO ABOUT THIS OR THAT AND WE ARE BEING MOVED THROUGH THE METAVERSE AS i SEE THIS SHIT AND WERE ALL GETTING CONFUSED, WERE TIRED, IRAATED-- LACK OF APPIETTE FOR REG FOODS
THE THING WE DON'T TALK TO STRANGERS -- WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH EVERYONE -- WERE ALL THE SAME TYPE OF MAMAL = HUMAN BEING -- BUT THIS AND THAT AND THINS AND THAT AND ALL OF A SUDDEN WE BLUE AND RED
AND WHAT THEY DID YOU ALL DO WHEN I WENT ON MY QUEST FOR THE REAL PERSON UNDER MY SKIN AND IT WAS WAY DOWN AND DEEP AND THIS SHOULD NEVER BE ATTEMPTED AGAIN BY ANY HUMAN BEING
PERIOD - NEVER
then i am back to life like who does this shit occur and what the fuck is this occuring in me and to me as WHY
AND WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU I HAS ME A PLACE IT HAS BEEN 6 DAMN YEARS AND I HAVE VERY FEW VISITORS -- IS THIS FOR A REASON OR SOMETHING
THE TRUTH IS THEY ACTUALLY DID DO SOME WEEIRD SHIT TO ME THAT YOUR SCREWED UP SOCIETY ALLOWED AND ALLOWED AND WHEN IT WAS COMING BACK AT SOME OF YOU YOU DIDN'T LIKE IT
RIGHT
TRY 22 YEARS OLD
ALONE
NOT STABLE (HOME WISE) 6-7 Years
I WAS FUCKED OVER FOR 40 YEARS AND A BUNCH OF YOU KNEW AS YOU PUNISHED ME THEN, AND NOW YOUR ALSO NOT HAPPY WITH WHAT ACTUALLY DID TO A CANADAIN, ALBERTAN, EDMONTON CITIZEN WITH A DAMN ILLNESS AND THE SOCIETY I LIVE IN PUNISHES PEOPLE WITH SOME REALLY HARD CORE SHIT FOR JUST BEING UNWELL
AND NOW HOW THE FUCK IS ANYONE GOING TO EVER COMPENSATE ME FOR WHAT
THE GOVERNMENT MENTAL HEALTH EXPERIMENT VERSION LUCIEN FACIOTE
THE TITLE DON'T LOOK THAT NICE
SO IN A PERIOD OF 2 WEEKS I BASICALLY FIGURED OUT WHY NO ONE COMES OVER AS IT IS
YOU CAN'T CATCH THIS MENTAL HEALTH SHIT
YOU CAN'T
I AM GOING GET YOU TO HELP ME OUT AS THE PAIN ALTHOUGH WHEN I WALK YOU DON'T SEE IT BUT AT HOME IT IS MASSIVE AND INTENNSE -- AND i DON'T ACTUALLY WALK GREAT IN MY "OWN" HOME AND FALL DOWN A LOT (SOME)
THAT IS THE REASON
OR IS THIS FOR THE FACT THAT I WAS ABLE TO STOP DRINKING AND YOU WEREN'T I YAH I GOT SOBER -- IT WAS FUCKEN HARD AND AT TIMES EVEN HARDER THAN THAT AS THE CIGGERRTES ARE A LOT HARDER SO
HEY I READ
OR I GUESS YOU CAN'T COME OVER AND WATCH TV OR PLAY VIDEO GAMES (VIDEO GAMES / BUT META VERSE AND WEB3 STUFF MIGHT BE INTEREESTING --NEW THOUGHT
I READ -- A LOT
I WONDER IF HUMANITY IS GOING TO GET BACK TO A STATE THAT WE CREATED THAT WE AS A SPEICES CAN PROGRAM (the code in our minds are generating code 24 hours a day every damn day all this brain / mind is pretty much writing code in multi languages and this is what has happened in many people the media MSM Stream Media was lying and the truth was out there but digging and searching and reading as this are the tools were trained in during the hard days from Grades 1 ---12 plus as this shit in the brain / mind is aoll there all of it
And then as Elon says we are programming ourselves
so, I guess I stole it sorry Elon as
the people we steal (ideas/concepts) are the people we admire
I am sore as I did
You this has been a incredible week after what I was needing to endure as a CRIMINAL MIND episode for 95 days -- I was not having mental fun in my mind (Now 115 days BFD)and I miss ya all so very much as I was tested trained ridden , broken and saved from hell by all the gentle Angels all around me
You know how fucken luck I am right now like shit IAM alive, and I get to see the sun and I get to see people smile I get to see the people smile and ask my self
I am in pain tonight as shit I has to figure out much tomorrow and I want to read a while as I laydown
(But what)? Yah I think I have a few things I might use
reality why are they caring about me after all the shit went wrong and my Lord, and God and Jesus Christ and all my Angels
Thanks
I was (I am) so Blessed again as I has the energy to do what I do a I have been allowed and given all this energy as I was a life again
WHAT AM I?
I LIKE EM' ALL I was all alone, and I don't feel all that bad today as what can I say
you know I was unable to get the Laundry Card filled today and I try again tomorrow as I must push this silly stuff out of the way as shit I felt finally for a few weeks that I would be able to haul the clothes bin down and up 4 flights up and down and down and up and this is all BS as I need to figure a system out as I might just see what I
you know this right?
NONE OF THIS SHIT EVER MATTERS AS IN 20-50 YEARS NO ONE WILL REMEMBER YOU AS I WORK TO MAKE THE PEOPLE SMILE AS MY GOD WANTS ME TO WORK HARDER EVERY DAY AND WE HAS TO AS NOW THE GLOBIAL ISSUE OF SAVING A PLANET AND LEARNING TO TREAT EACH OTHER A WEE BIT BETTER THAN I HAVE BEEN AS I HAS TO TAKE RESPONSIBLITY OF AS THIS LIFE AND MY PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY MUST COME FIRST AS i CAN NEVER SAY YOU DO THIS TO SAVE TO SYSTEM AND THEN i WOILL
SCREW THAT i STIPPED SMOKES 15 YEARS CLOSE NOW AND
I HAVE 9 YEARS 9 MONTHS AND 24 DAYS SINCE I HAD A DRINK OF ANYTHING /BOOZE WISE AND THAT IS INSANE AS WHAT AM I ATTEMPTIJNG TO DO HERE AS
YOU KNOW I WANT TO MAKE A BETTER PLACE FOR EVERYONE
AND I AM SORE TONIGHT AS I WAS BUSY OVER THE
YOU THIS LAST WHILE i HAS BEEN PLAYING LIKE A CHILD AGAIN and it was fun i think as i am so tired of all the people hurting, passing away, the stuff we all know is not right as I am tired now at 7-8pm and in bed by my last doctor program less te meds as I am attempting to get clean again as bitching about her them hooking my up again and the tools and toys that they used for it I just will get clean again as I want this as my outer goal is to be clean and sober ( I will stay on the THC) as they say only thing I can use for PTSD and I write Andi walk and I tried a new food today thanks to one of my Angels and I am addicted and I am start the books -- as this was supposed to begin at winter / Christmas (hell when is Christmas as I wonders what is the surprise this year as I want
TO MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY
as this was why I am here as we need to be amazed as the wonder and beauty in this world I have never gone nowhere as I have well an imagination and i may try something one day as this '
what am i here as I made the deal with God / Jesus Christ and the Angels
You know it is bed at 934 pm
I am tired
December 9, 2022
Lucien The Light II
What Occurs When The Grid Shuts Down on Rolling Time Frames --- it is already about to begin the European got his UK has been hit and There is some places in the USA *(Remember TEXAS? A few years ago Remember?)
There will be more as a rumor has it that were going to run of Diesel Fuel (ok you personally likely do not require it but what happens when the Trucker's, The Trains and The Ocean Liners all do and we has none for them --
A Question ? How is the Food for Your Family Going to Arrive (drones) maybe
but the majority will be Ocean Liners, Trains, and Trucks and what occures when they stop
ok so does the food into the grocery stores ends and humanity has a issue (been in the works for years I hope) God & Jesus Christ thank You
Notice the medicines already
even if you only watch MSM
Tired and in Pain and I am gone
and I the bed book that someone sent my way
BANK 4.0
banking Everywhere
Never at a Bank
looks like fun
bye Brett King
Has a nice day
Pixelated