TREATMENT DAY 19 Chapter 2
I entered the day at 630am, in pain at level 9 – but today I had single Buprenorphine/Naloxone 2/0.5mg stashed and didn’t need to walk 4 blocks to Bernie’s (drug store) on the hill for it like I was forced to do yesterday [Boy Scouts – Motto = Be Prepared] in this case I was
I am so very confused (discombobulated)
As I was told today / night that there is documentation around about “MY” wound and that I am “thinking” the pain into reality as the wound is superficial, why would I do this as it seems counterintuitive as I feel pain (but it is subjective)
So now the story is DO I Have a wound?
I’m thinking I am finally insane, not just schizoaffective disorder but truly insane,
News Flash = Mad Hatter goes insane and ends up in an Asylum,
What has occurred in the last 19 days?
Just 19, days –
I am going to see one of my doctors tomorrow. I am losing it right now. It is 946pm October 23, 2019 @ 947pm
And I can no longer deal with this damn insanity as it is crazy
For tonight I wish I had an Imovane 7.5mg tablet (just 1)
I have said I would do anything Society asked if only the pain would stop (lesson) it has tonight, and I am so very blessed as you all did this for me